AGE!? Does it really Matter!?

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ADM-3

Update.  Late UD as always.  Hurhur.

Me: Nakarecover ka na ba sa nakita mo?

Izzle: Like duh!  How could I move on Ms, Author.  That's one of a kind scenery na dapat hindi kinakalimutan.

Me: Like 'Ewwww' Izzle! Utak mo 'ah.

Izzle: Hmmp, I was just adoring his beauty.

Me: Adoring his beauty ka dyan.  Manyak nito.  *flip hair.

Izzle: Like what!? Im not a pervert! 

Me: okay fine.

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Her p.o.v (Izzle Sunnyster)

"Baenie..." I'm going to ask him if his free to night.  Hmmm, party lang ganun,  tsaka my modeling agency ask me if I can attend the party e' tapos I have to have a partner. Hihi.  And I will just attend at that party if si Baenie ang partner ko.

"What Ate Izzle?"

Oh geez, I felt old when his calling me Ate.

"Can you be my partner for tonights party?  Hmm, If you don't mind being my partner--"

"I can't, I'm busy." and there, he cut my words.

Oh damn.  -.- May aasahan ba ko kay Baenie?

"Baenie so sunget." I mumbled and I went out of his car.

"What?" he ask and frown.

I think he actually heard it.  He just want me to repeat it.  I just pout and look at him.

"But why?  You don't have a work at night right? So, why can't you?"I ask again.

He look at me plainly, as always.

"I'm busy, and I didn't finished my work yesterday, thanks to you. Everything was a mess."

Wow, his actually accusing me.

"Wait? Are you somehow accusing me? I just help you to get out of that crap." I said, he then roll his eyes on me.

"And who tell you to help me then? I didn't even need your help." He said and walks away.

"Baenie! I hate you, but I love you. Arfft!" I said and follow him.  We're on their business company.

--

"Why you still following me?  Wala ka bang pictorial?" and his face is busangot ulit.

"Hmm.. It's just 3 in the afternoon, maya pang'five ako uuwi." I said and sat in the couch.  Nasa loob na kami ng office niya. 

"Tch, make sure di ka mang'gugulo." masungit na turan nito bago pumuntang upuan niya.

"Baenie, can I ask you something?"

okay, Izzle I know you can do it.  ask him. 

"What's it?" he plainly said as he look at me directly.

"Am I that ugly?"

And there you are Izzle, you're great.

"Why'd you ask?"

"Just answer it. Am I?" as took a deep breath I look into your eyes directly.

"You know the answer."

"Why cant you answer me directly, Baenie? All I want to know is your answer.  Am I that ugly that's why you don't like me nor love? Baenie, It hurts knowing the fact that for you.  I'm a deadly disease.  I'm a virus that's why-that's why..." Hold on Izzle, you can say it. I just look at the floor and bite my lips.  I won't cry.  I won't.

"You can't love me nor like me. It hurts knowing that I'm just nothing."

I lift my head and meet his gaze. I just ignore the tears coming from my eyes.

I just cant held it anymore.  The pain that I've been keeping for those damn years.  I can't hide it now.

"I never told you to love me like that. I never want you to felt at that way.  Izzle,  I just can't love you back." after hearing those words. 

My whole world's stop. My heart start to stop beating.  I'm dying inside.  I'm breaking inside.  Hearing those words are much painful than his actions towards me.

"I love you,  Baenie. Please... don't wait for the time that one day. I can't love you like this. Don't make my heart to stop loving you and beating for you this much. Don't make it happened. "

I want to hear a words from you,  Baenie. Saying that you can't live without me.

"You're smart, Izzle. But stop making yourself a fool. I would be happy if one day. You are far from the, Izzle. That I've known a weak and a fool one.  I'm sorry, but not sorry. I know it's hard, but I know you could."

And now I can't held the pain. I burst out crying like a kid.

The pain of a broken heart.  I keep bleeding in love. Dammit!  Why do I love you,  Baenie C.  Byun!?

I turn my back and I heard a few words from you, but I tried to help myself from looking back and loving you again. It hurts, Baenie. I wipe my tears away and start walking like nothing happened even though the pain is killing me.

I'll go to the party even though you're not with me.  I'm going to move on.  Even though I don't know how. As you wish, Baenie. I'm trying to move on.

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His p.o.v (Baenie)

"Why cant you answer me directly, Baenie? All I want to know is your answer.  Am I that ugly that's why you don't like me nor love? Baenie, It hurts knowing the fact that for you.  I'm a deadly disease.  I'm a virus that's why-that's why..."

If you are a deadly disease or a virus.  I would gladly accept those bacteria.  You are so beautiful, Izzle.  You can't be that kind.  I just don't want to Adore your beauty.  'Coz I know if I did.  I might fall for you.  And I'm preventing myself from loving you.

"You can't love me nor like me. It hurts knowing that I'm just nothing."

'coz I know there's  a right time for love and I'm waiting for my soulmate. I know she'll come at the right time.

"I love you,  Baenie. Please... don't wait for the time that one day. I can't love you like this. Don't make my heart to stop loving you and beating for you this much. Don't make it happened. "

I'm sorry... Izzle.

As she turns her back.  I know at this time. She'd surrender her love for me.  That she's tired, but I think.  It's much better I don't want her to look like a fool.

"I'm sorry... Izzle, I want you tp be happy."

I breathe heavily and sigh for how many seconds.  I'm fucking confused now.  Why do I felt incomplete?

--

Time passed...

At di ako makapagtrabaho ng maayos.  Naiisip ko si Izzle, does I hurt her that much?

"Fuck!" nakamot ko ang ulo ko at nagyuko ng ulo. I can't think well... This is Izzle's fault.

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Itutuloy...

#ADMgiveup

oryt!  NakapagUD din.  Hoho may readers pa ba ko?

Jelliice