AGE!? Does it really Matter!?

ADM-4

ADM-4

Late Update. Thanks for waiting. I've decided that I'll make this story a matured content.  There are some scenes that is not suitable for very young readers. 

@zannang here's an update.

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Her p.o.v (Izzle)

"You look stunning my princess." mom happily says. I smile a fake one.  I'm still hurt.  I'm just managing myself. I want to act cool like nothing's happened. 

I know I'm hurting inside. But, I don't wanna see them how miserable I'am. 

I'm going to the party even though, Baenie is not with me.  I'll prove to him that I can move on.  I want to be strong. That's all he wanted right?

I've decided to wear the dress my mom gave me last week.  It's her gift for me. I've just got an award last Binibining Modelo ng Kagandahan.  It's not a pageant.  It's a simply award ceremony for ours. (The models) actually I don't really have an idea na may ganung Award ceremony pala. 

The dress looks hot and very eye catchy.  Moms, really know what type of dress I'm prefer of. 

It's a backless red dress with a beautiful sequence.  It's under the knees and I've pared it with my black steleto. Mom, decided that I should pared it with a silver round earrings and silver necklace.  They've just buy those accessories from Italy. 

"Ina, I felt so ugly." I burst out while looking at the mirror.  I think I'm the most ugly person in the world. 

"Why you say that? Honey, you're the most beautiful girl in the world.  Specially tonight." Mom is trying to comfort me.  I know this time she knows the reason. 

"But - but?  Why does he doesn't notice me? Why does his pushing me away? Why does his making me felt this way? Why does he?" I'm trying to stop my tears from flowing.  I just can't cry for him.  I'm really tired.

"There's a reason for every action. You just have to wait. Sometimes, if you'd try your best to pursue something. Next thing you should do if it's doesn't work is to wait.  Maybe, if you'll wait. Those things you've wanted will just freely come to you open arms." I just looked at me.  She's here besides me.  I think, I should listen to her.  She knows very well about those things I'm doing. 

"For those years. Ina, I've been a fool.  I've been so stupid.  I've been so reckless. Maybe, maybe this time.  I should stop." Mom, held my hands and smile.

"You've done a great thing for the past years.  You just want to prove how love can make peoples do crazy things.  You are a great woman, Izzle. You are." I see a light pain in her eyes. Does my Mom felt the same way as I did?

"I'm strong, Ina.  I am." I smiled at her just to assure that I'm good. 

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As I walk thru the spotlight. I smiled at those people who's looking at me. Who's adoring me. Izzie Sunnyster is strong.  Just fake your smile Izzle.  Just fake your smile.  Even though you're faking your fucking feelings. You've started it, Izzle. You have to finish it.

"What a beautiful young lady.  I bet, her parents must be proud at her."

"She's like an angel.  Now,  I do believe that angel do exist."

"I bet, she makes men cry for her and beg for her."

Yeah.  Believe what you want to believe.  Looks is deceiving.  I'm faking everything.