"so, um, after thinking about it, a lot, i realised that what i actually needed to figure out was how i felt about you.
and at first, i felt guilty. i felt like, if i did still love you, it'd be like i was leading jason on this whole time. but i knew i loved him. then, i thought, maybe i didn't love you. maybe i was just over-thinking and i was just scared.
when i explained this to my therapist, she reminded me that i have no reason to feel guilty. she reminded me that i do not owe you anything.
you left. not me. i need to do what makes me happy. i need to live for myself. and ive decided that she's right.
so, im marrying jason. and... and i guess that means that this is going to be my last voicemail.
it means that this... this is goodbye."
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101 voicemails
Poetry"hey, it's me again..." 101 voicemails about loving, breaking, and healing.
