tears are words

Sleepover pt.1

Ok so this part one so I'm gonna leave you hanging ok so beware ok Enjoy

Sabb POV

Ok so we got our stuff and went to the cashier " oh Sabrina is that you" the old lady said I think she knew my grandad "yeah it's me how's your cats" I have no idea who she is but for one thing I know every old person has at least seven or eight cats

"great but kitty's limping" she frowned " and how's billy" she said with a nasty voice and smirking Ew she referring to my gramps I wonder what they do uh never mind I don't wanna think about it "oh you haven't heard he died a year ago" I said I let tear run down you know what they say tears are words.

"Oh how are you hanging up darling" she says "ah not good but getting better I'm not trying to kill myself these days" I said leting tears run down my cheeks and laughing at the same time.

"Oh I didn't catch your name ma'am" I said wiping my tears "call me Mabel" she said we shook hands "ok Mabel well I got to go bye" I said emphasizing her name I waved my hands to say goodbye she waved her hands to.

Me and perrie got four bags I held two on one hand since it was light perrie did the exact same. "Hey are you ok" perrie asked "yeah I just miss him so much" I couldn't help but silently cry "aww sweetie don't cry I'm here for you" perrie said while sitting on a bench

"No it's not ok I'm the cause he died its all my fault" is true "no it's not by the way what did happen" she asked

"um grandpa was laying on a bed in his room.I came up to his room and asked if I can go out with some friends he said no I'm grounded and we argued and I slammed the door so hard I fell to my knees" perrie cut me off "why did you fall" I look up at her

"cause I was to skinny and all that was in my body was bones and blood" I said "ok so I heard crashing of stuff and after 30 seconds of that it stopped I gained my strength and went in the room I saw his hand reaching for a phone and one on his heart I called the hospital they told me he's dead and he look so pale and cold"

I couldn't talk no more "and the last thing I said was I hate you I know harsh but I was only 13 I had anger issues but I changed. I stopped trying to kill myself. I stopped hating jade. I stopped being a selffish no body that wants attention, but he can't see"

I stopped talking "aww sweetie you know I'm here I can be your grandma, grandpa, father ,mother sister, brother even dog ok" I chuckled "thanks perrie but I moved on. you know I would sleep in bed and starve myself until Maddie put her foot down and helped me" I said

"Well Maddie is a great friend and maybe dog but can she fetch like me" perrie said I laughed and hugged her "thanks perrie for making my day" she said

"you welcome sweet thing but tell me your never gonna starve ok I don't want another jade in the house one is enough" I laugh at her cause she thinks I'm gonna be skinny like jade "your funny ok let's go before they freak out" I Said.

I held a hand out to perrie she grabbed the hand. Do you know there's cameras oh no "wait what did we just go through" perrie said reading my mind. One camera man said "SERRIE MOMENT" holy s**t "perrie we're screwed" I whispered to her

"IM STRAIGHT" perrie shouts at 'em seriously what is it with this straight thing huh can it stop I'm getting irritated of it. I ran with perrie holding my hand, but we went past the house and went to the park.

Dun dun dun to be continued.....