It Started at Vidocon

chapter twenty

Since we married in Alabama we decided to honey moon in Minnisota. We waited until It started snowing in Minnisota and then flew there. I dressed apropriatly for the weather this time.

I had on skinny jeans and sniw boots with a thermal long sleeve and a puffy vest. I had a scarf around my neck and a beanie on my curly hair.

I hugged Connors neck as we played in the snow.

(Yes we are children at heart)

We spent some time with his family but we spent alot of time in the bedroom.

I loved being married I loved wakin up and fixing my hot chocolate and sitting on the back porch with my husband.

It was all great until we got a call one night at like 3 in the morning.

I woke up to my phone ringing.
"Hello?"
"Hey Paislyn its Cheryl(Connors mom) and I have some really bad news. I couldnt get in touch with Connor but could you please just bring him to the hospital asap!" She said. I could tell she was crying.

"Oh my god mom are you okay is everyrhing alright?"( yes I call my mother in law mom)

"No sweetie please just hurry" she said crying harder.

I jumled up and woke Connor up and told him everything as we got dressed. I threw on my black leggings and my snow boots with a long sleeve shirt under my piffy jacket.

I threw my hair up In a bun and grabbed my makeup bag so I could do It on the drive there.

Connor was driving and I put on some waterproof mascara and a little base on my dark circles.

I texted Hope and told her something was going on and I would have to update them later but keep the franta's in their prayers.

When we pulled up I saw Nicola sitting outside.

"Dad is dying" is all she said.

My first thought was too hold Connor so I did.

I watched my husband break down and cry into my shoulder.

We went inside and found mom.

She hugged Connor and they cried together.

When she hugged me I didnt want to let go.

She had that type of hug that was just kinda like 'everything will be okay'. Thank the lord we were in Minnisota and not LA.
I know Connor would never foegive himself for not being there for his family.

And I would never forgive myswlf for not being there for Connor.

I was beside him through all of it.

We went in together and saw his dad and spoke to him one last time. And by spoke I mean Connor cried into his dads chest whole his dad slept. I held Connors hand and rubbed his back.

As we were sitting in the waiting room I kissed Connor.

"Baby im sorry all this has happened. And im slrry if im not good at taking care of you. Ive never done somethig lile this except for when Hopes dad passed. Your fathef was a great man and he would be proud of eveything you do" I told him breaking down.

He looked at me and kissed me.

"Baby your doing everything right,im so lucky to have you in a time like this" he laid his head kn me and he slept for a couple hours.