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Luke's POV (OMG isn't this awesome?)

Hadley and Calum are having a brother-sister day on Christmas Eve. I didn't mind.

"Guys look what I found." Mikey says throwing a book well actually a few books at me.

Hadley's Journal Year 5-6
Hadley's Journal Year 7-8
Hadley's Journal Year 9-10
Hadley's Journal Year 11-

"Where did you get these?" I asked.

"I was looking for wrapping paper and found them. I've read the first page of book one. You might like it Luke."

I sigh before opening the book which was probably stupid.

Dear Journal,

My name is Hadley Hood. I'm in Year 5 and I'm 10 years old. (A/N I'm using Canadian ages for school!) I have a twin brother named Calum and he's my best friend in the whole wide world! I also have another best friend named Luke Hemmings. Don't tell anyone but I kinda like Luke! I mean he's got gorgeous blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes! I wish he liked me too!

I chuckled at Hadley's comment on my hair but, back then I was fat and ugly. I skipped to the first day of Year 6.

Dear Journal,

I HATE SCHOOL!!! I'm dropping out of school when I'm older. School is for really smart people like Luke and Calum not some dumbass idiot like me. Calum also has an asshole friend named Michael but, I keep Luke away from him so, he doesn't have to deal with him.

So, she kept me away from Michael! It all makes sense, actually not really. I went to the next book and read the first page.

Dear Journal,

I want to die. I hate my life, Mali is never around and Calum is always with Michael. Calum even told me Luke was a gay fat ass! If this is my last entry goodbye. If you ever find this Luke or Calum, I'M SORRY. I love you Calum a lot but, you can't call my best friend fat. And, Luke I have always wanted to tell you this but, I really like you. I'm sorry for everything though.

She almost killed herself? I went to the next page.

Dear Journal, 

I didn't kill myself but, I did start cutting. It felt so good! Now, I have to wear bracelets and hoodies which is fine by me. No one would care if I died. I mean why would they? I just cause problems.

No, I would care. I love her. WOAH! I just said I love her, well I said it to myself but, still. Now, onto Book 3.

Dear Journal,

Luke saved my life. I finally told him, I like him. I still cut and no one knows. I still want to die. I had my first kiss. I still want to die. Why can't I just die already?

Because, you're to precious to die.

I skipped to the final book and the most recent entry.

Dear Journal,

I love Luke Robert Hemmings. I'm so glad we're dating!!! But, I've been keeping a secret from him. He know's I've cut but, he thinks it was one time. That's a lie. I feel like I'm stealing Luke from the band and I rarely hang out with Calum. There's another secret I've been keeping from everyone. I'm too afraid, of what everyone will say. I'm not even going to tell you because, I know someone will find this book and they'll know my secret.  

What could be her secret? Soon I felt someone take the books from he quickly. I look up and see Mikey running with the books in his hands. 

"Their home" He tells me sitting down on the couch across from me. Hadley runs in and sits on my lap. 

"How was your day?" I ask her as she pokes my face 1 million times. 

"Good! Calum took me to get ice cream, we went skate boarding and while in the park we met Dan Howell and Phil Lester!" She told me excitedly. 

"That's awesome babe." I peck her lips then her nose and she scrunches it up.

"You know I hate that!" She whines and I do it again.

"Luke!" She squeals running around. I chase her up to her room. I tackle her onto the bed and her face goes pale.

"Luke, we can't." She says getting up and playing with her bracelets. 

"Hadley, what's wrong?" I ask as she starts crying into my chest. I lift her head so she's looking at me.

"Luke, I-i'm still cutting." She tells me.

"I know baby girl. I know. Mikey told me to read your journals." I tell her wiping away the tears with my thumb.

"I love you." I tell her. She smiles up at me our lips connecting.

"I love you too." Our foreheads resting against each other's. 

"Luke?" She questions.

"Yeah?"

"Don't ever leave me." She whispers.

"Never." I kiss her forehead. 

"OMG TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS! You're gonna love the present I bought you!" She squeals.

I mumble "You're gonna love my present more." Thankfully she didn't hear me. 

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IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sadly, tomorrow is the last day of 12 Days of Updates and then in the New Year a schedule will be created! Yes, I'm going to update on Christmas Day because, you guys mean the world to me! 

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Mine is Sims or Minecraft.

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