You Never Let Go // Neymar Jr.

Chapt. 2: He Doesn't Remember Me

Geovanna's POV

I haven't seen Neymar in 7 months. I missed those beautiful hazel green eyes. "Sim.", I responded in Portuguese. "I'll take care of her sir.", Neymar said in Spanish. "Okay.", the taxman said and drove off. "So what do you need help with?", Neymar asked. "I just needed to go to a hotel.", I said. "Okay I'll take you to one, what's your name?", Neymar asked. What Neymar doesn't remember me? Maybe because of my changes, I need keep my identity a secret. For the sake of my baby. "Luiza.", I said trying to find a name. "Brazilian?", he asked. Nahh I'm from Portugal. "Yes.", I said as we got into his car.

"So how many weeks are you?", Neymar asked. "I'm 27 weeks.", I said rubbing my bump. "Do you know the gender?", Neymar asked. "I want to find out when the baby is born, so it's going to be a surprise.", I lied. "Oh.", he responded down. "Wait you never told me your name?", I said. Even though I already know it. "Neymar.", he said and sighed.

"Are you okay Neymar?", I asked. "Yeah you just remind me of my ex.", he said. I don't know if he meant me or? "Why?", I asked. "Well it's a long story but she was pregnant and probably just as much weeks you are. I cheated on her, I hate myself for that and I said I didn't want anything to do with it but I was extremely drunk because I was pissed about football for a little bit. Now i have a son or daughter that I will never see which hurts. Lastly I lost my love.", Neymar said. Wow I feel a little sorry but not all the way. I was almost crying because of what he said. "I'm sorry.", I said. "It's fine it's my karma.", Neymar said. Aww he actually cares wow. "Do you know where that girl is you're talking about is?", I said as he was close to a hotel. "No I don't know, I wish I could see her.", he said stopping the car.

"Wait Luiza there's a sign what does it say?", neymar asked. I looked out and I saw the sign clearly. "All hotel rooms are full, at the time not available.", I read. Damnit. "Well I guess you could stay over to my place for now.", neymar said. "No are you sure?", I said. "Yeah its not like your living with me, and you're pregnant so I don't want anything to happen to you or you're baby.", Neymar said. Okay then. "Obrigado.", I said then took a glance of him. He still fine as hell if you know what I mean. "No problem.", Neymar said.

Neymar's POV

Luiza really reminds me of Geovanna I don't know why. Luiza sounds like her. Wait maybe Luiza is Geovanna's sister, I remembered Geovanna said she had 2 sisters. I'll figure out soon and if she is related to Geovanna, she can help me find Geovanna! That's why I've been helping her.

"Well we're here.", I said kind of annoyed. I've been acting acting like that to women, since Geovanna left. Not to my family and friends no. "Okay thank you again.", Luiza said trying to get out the car. I got out quickly to help her. I took her hand and she got out. I felt sparks when I held her hand. I never felt that with anyone else accept Geovanna.

Geovanna's POV

Neymar opened the door and let me in first. Once a gentleman always a gentleman. Neymar's house was really nice, I've only been to the one in Brazil. "Wow you have a beautiful home.", I said while we kept walking as we went to the living room. "Obrigado.", he said. I saw a poster of him and a little blonde boy. That must be his son I've been dying to meet, but we kept our relationship a secret.

"Is that your filho?", I asked pointing to the poster. "Sim.", he said. "You can sit down.", Neymar said. This can't be more awkward. "I'm sorry if this is awkward, anyways tell me about yourself.", Neymar said. Now I'm not going to lie completely just some things that I might of told Neymar about. "Well I'm from Americana, São Paulo, I have two sisters and one brother, I'm a physiologist, I used to live in England and that's pretty much it.", I said. I lied about the physiologist part. Neymar had this look where he was trying to figure something out, I've seen this look before. "How old are you?", Neymar asked. "21.", I lied I'm 23. "How about you, tell me about yourself.", I said I know everything about you already.

"Well I grew up in São Paulo, I'm a fútbol player for FC Barcelona, I have a sister name Rafaella and a son that you've figured out already named Davi Lucca. I love playing poker, that's pretty much it.", Neymar said.

Okay Neymar and I's relationship was weird if you can't tell. We told each other we had siblings just not their names. So I just know his sister's name and his son's name.

"Oh that's nice, do you have a girlfriend?", I asked, I think he thinks I'm into him or something. "Nope I haven't dated anyone or drank since my ex, are you dating anyone?", Neymar said. "Nope single pringle.", I said as he chuckled. "Oh you're not with your baby's father, what happened?", Neymar asked. Damn he wants a lot of information. "My baby's father was shot when I was two months pregnant.", I lied looking down. "Oh I'm so sorry Luiza.", Neymar said than sat next to me comforting me. "It's okay, you didn't know.", I said.

"Well it's getting late and I have training tomorrow morning , so I'm going to bed I'll show you your room.", Neymar said getting up then helping me get off the couch.

I got my luggage that was by the door and put it in my room which was downstairs. Thank god. I hate going up and down the stairs since I've been pregnant. "Boa noite Luiza.", Neymar said turning off the lights. "Boa noite Neymar.", I said going in my room, closing the door turning on the light. I changed into a oversized shirt that cover just above my knees,some black socks, took out my contacts, removed my makeup and other stuff.

I turned off the light and went to bed. Wow it's crazy how I just saw my love. I haven't seen Neymar since June or July. I miss him so much, now that he's here it's unbelievable. I'm surprised he still cares. I cried everyday after I saw him with that blonde bimbo. I still do especially since the pregnancy hormones kicked in. I kind of feel bad for what I'm doing to him, but that's what he gets and he even said that he didn't want anything to do with my child. He was drunk my ass, that's everyone's excuse.

I tried going to sleep but I started craving ice cream. Dammit I don't even know if Neymar has that shit. I got my glasses and put them on. I started walking slowly to the kitchen and opened the freezer. Yes I got lucky!!!! Neymar had a tub of Bryers ice cream. I forgot that was also Neymars favorite ice cream.

I turned on the kitchen light and tried to find a spoon. I can't find one!!

I turned around and I saw a shirtless Neymar. "AAHH!! NEYMAR NEVER SCARE A PREGNANT WOMEN!!", I exclaimed putting a hand over my chest. Neymar laughed so much, I missed that melodic laugh. "I'm sorry I didn't know you were awake what are you doing anyways?", Neymar asked. "Well my cravings kicked in and I was looking for ice cream which I found but I can't find a spoon, what are you doing?", I asked. "I wanted ice cream too and I'll show you where the spoons are.", he said going into a cabinet. "Here.", Neymar said giving me a spoon then opened the tub.

"Sorry if I was a little rude earlier or anything, just my family had to go back to Brazil and I just miss them.", Neymar apologized taking a spoonful of ice cream. "It's fine I get it.", I said looking in his eyes than got a spoonful of ice cream and put it in my mouth. "Wait I thought you had grey eyes.", Neymar said. Shit shit shit. "They change when I'm tired our just at night.", I lied. Phew. "Oh that's cool.", Neymar said. "You want to see my dog?", Neymar asked out of the blue. "You have a dog?", I asked. "Yeah his name is poker he is mostly outside though, do want to see him?", Neymar asked . "Sure.", I said then followed him to his backyard. Oh yeah I have a pretty big dog obsession. He opened the door and I saw a big white dog laying down. "OMG HE SO CU-" "Shush amiga.", Neymar shushed me. "I'm sorry I just have a dog obsession.", I said blushing. At least it was dark so he couldn't see me. "It's okay you could play with him later.", Neymar said.

Neymar and I stayed up 2 hours more. Right now it's 12 am. Neymar started being more loyal to me than when we first bumped into each other. We watched TV together, ate more ice cream and laughed together.

"Alright ZaZa it's time to actually go to bed.", Neymar said. "ZaZa?", I said. "Yeah that's my knew nickname for you.", Neymar said. "Oh okay well goodnight Ney.", I said oh how it felt to say Ney again. I hugged Neymar than went to my room.

Those two hours that I spent with Neymar was amazing. When I spent that time with him I forgot what I'm doing to him. It does hurt that I just can't tell him the truth and be in his arms again. It hurts that I'm lying to him but I'm only being here temporarily. I still love him it hurts so bad. I'm just glad I saw him again ever since you know.

I silently cried myself to sleep. This was my normal night routine. Crying myself to sleep.

I need to get out here soon.