Is This Real? (Sequal To THUGS CAN'T LOVE) (Editing)

Chapter 5

Diamond

"Demontre'? Are you fucking kidding me? You supposivily kill yourself and have me and your kids in emotional grief for 10 fucking months?! Are you fucking serious right now? Do you know how many nights I had to stay up with YOUR kids all night telling them that you would be back soon?! Do you know how hard it was for me to even tell them that you was gone? And this whole time you wasn't even dead ?! You was in fucking California ?! Now your kids are calling another nigga daddy! Fuck this shit man ! I'm out of here!" I through his phone at him and stomped out the door, carrying Jamal, and holding Ariel's hand, with Princesa on the other side of me.

I know some people may think I was wrong for cussing Montre' out like that, but I think he deserved it. After what he put me through, I don't want to see his face or talk to him ever again. Like how could he put me through that much depression. I HAD TO GO TO THERAPY FOR THAT SHIT! Now I'm all fucked up because he wants to play games and shit and pretend he's dead. Like who in their right fucking mind does that bullshit ?! My kids have been wanting their daddy in their life for 10 fucking months and he wants to play dead like a fucking dog. Fuck that shit.

As soon as I got home, I told Lyric everything that just happened, and of course my babes agreed with me.

Fuck that nigga.

Demontre'

Okay so I know I was wrong for faking my death and all. I mean I really was going to do it, but I chickened out at the last minute. I wasn't ready to die, but I just couldn't stay with Diamond. She wasn't supposed to find me and all this shit wasn't supposed to happen. I was actually going to change my name in another month or so, but now there's no use. Seeing my kids for the first time in almost 11 months made me realize, they need me. I know it's kind of late now but they are my kids. I probably can't even get Diamond back if I tried. She's happy with someone else.

These past 10 months I've been staying with my old friend Kamari. Kamari doesn't know that I faked my death , but he does know that Diamond cheated on me and I needed somewhere to stay. Now some people might say, you cheated on her plenty of times so how come you get to kill yourself for her cheating once? Well you people have to understand that I found out, at my wedding, that my baby boy might not be mine because she wanted to sleep around. I have NEVER gotten another girl pregnant, and I was embarassed. But now I have to be apart of my kids lives again.

I called up my friend that knew where everyone lived and I got Diamond's address. I'll surprise her tomorrow by showing up and trying to win her over.

All of this is just too real.

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I know babes ! It's short .... but good ! Love ya !

Picture- Lyric