Mhen

III.

She's the first, but that's not what is important to me. I want her to be the last.

We graduated high school, i am certain na Civil Engineering ang kukunin kong course, but Mhen was undecided at that time. She wanted to take a business administration course but due to some circumstances, she took an Education course.

Lumalawak ang agwat ng mga mundo namin, mula sa different section, and all of a sudden we're on different schools. 

Although magkaiba na kami ng school i see to it na makakapunta ako sa school nya before sila magdismiss. But due to the nature of our course, may mga time na mahirap talaga ipagsabay.

And at that point, my addiction to DotA was on peek. We were betting non stop, from couple of hundreds to thousands. Dumadami mga connections ko sa DotA, dumadayo na kami sa mga shops and at that time, i never realized that i'm being a jerk. My priorities tilted completely.

Then boom. She's fed up. 

All of a sudden, i never realized i'm the one moving away. Ako pala ang lumalayo at umabot sa puntong di na sya maka sabay pa. Wala na. 

Tama nga sila, pag nawala doon lang mamimiss.

Sorry is an understatement, i'm the one to blame pero nagmumukha na siya pa ang nangiwan. 
People never looked at the backstory. They just judge the outcome.

I was convinced at that point, she left.

But now i realized, i'm the one who left.

Not her.

But still, 

it's over.

she's done.