And Then There Were None (COMPLETED)

Tension

Whenever I try to talk about Ichiro-kun and the ski trip, Renji just shrugs it off. I can't seem to get him to open up to me. I don't know what do.
We ride back home in the train in silence. Are we just going to go home without him talking to me at all? I don't like this. He needs to tell me something at least. Anything. Maybe if I tell him something different that will get him to talk.

"Hey Renji-"

"We have now reached Shima station. Please exit with care." The crowd starts to move towards the exits and I get pushed around by the people on their way out of the train.

An arm shoots out and pulls me away from the crowd and positions me against the metal wall away from the doors. I look up at Renji-kun.

"Thanks." I tell him.

He shields me by putting one arm on each side of me to protect me from anyone getting out.

This feels good. At least he cares enough to protect me even though he's mad. It's only when I look around, away from his chest, that I realize anyone trying to get out already left and Renji-kun still has me against the wall.

"Umm, Renji, you can move now. It's fine." I meekly try to move as the train gets back into motion. His arms stay in place and he doesn't move away. He just stares down at me with his gray eyes and for some reason I can't move anymore. I don't know how long I stand there, looking, not moving, against the wall.

"We are now at Moto station. Please exit with care." A monotone voice speaks over the intercom.

Somehow that breaks the spell that seems to have set over me and I look from his eyes.

"We should go." I walk out with rest of the people leaving and step onto the platform.

This time I'm the one who might not be able to talk. Somehow I just can't bring myself to talk to him now so I decide to walk ahead of him.

I set my shoes down at the door and walk over to the kitchen.

"I'll go make us something to eat."

"I'm not hungry." The words hit me coldly at his blank, lifeless tone.

"Are you sure?" I ask him. This isn't right.

"Yeah. I think I'll go to bed early." Renji-kun heads over to his room, twisting the knob with one hand.

"Wait!" I follow him inside. I can't take this anymore. "What's wrong?" It's probably not a good idea to ask him directly like this but I don't care anymore. Something is up with this guy and I'm not going to stop pestering him until he tells why he keeps acting like a jerk.

"What are you talking about?" Renji-kun sets his stuff down on the floor, not making eye contact with me.

"What I'm talking about is that you've been ignoring me lately. Every time I bring up Ichiro-kun now you get mad. And today you were being mean to Ichiro-kun when he was just joking around with me. You've been starting to have to have this attitude about you. I just don't understand what's wrong. Right now it seems like you're really far away." I sound like an inflated balloon slowing releasing its air. Everything I had been worrying about rolling off my tongue.

"Don't ever say Ichiro-kun's name again." Renji says his words cold as ice.

"Why?!" I just can't understand his change in attitude! When we were kids he would never get this bad. What happened to the awesome brother I used to know? Given that were not actually biological brothers. He came early from his university just to pick me up today, why did it have to go so wrong, we could have been having a great time on our way back yet right now were fighting.

"Look. I need to go brush my teeth so leave me alone." He walks away trying to distance himself from me. I go into the bathroom with him ignoring his blatant need to get away from me.

"No. Just talk to me, what did I do?" I shut the bathroom door behind me and turn the lock in between my fingers, cornering him.

"You didn't do anything so just stop. Why the hell did you have to start following me all of a sudden?" He gets more irritated at my close proximity. I know I might be acting stupid but he started acting that way before me.

"But what abou-" I hit the floor. Renji-kun grabs me by the wrists and pins me down, straddling my hips beneath him.

"What are you doing?!" I try to yank my arms from his grip so I can get up but it's no use.

"Don't talk."

"But-" Renji's lips crash onto mine kissing me roughly.

"Sto-" His mouth immediately covers mine again when I try to break the kiss. I tug on my wrists to free them but it only results in him gripping my wrists more tightly in his hands.

Something warm and slippery slips into my mouth. I fight harder but my knees grow weak at the power of his tongue. I'm a guy...yet why do Renji's lips feels so good?

"Plea-sto-" Renji muffles my protests with his mouth, working his tongue around and taking any bit of resistance left in me. I surrender my tongue to him and he takes it from me making me go dizzy.

He removed his mouth from mine after a while, and looked down at me silently.

"Why are you doing this?" I ask breathlessy. I don't understand what just happened. Why did he kiss me? Me?

"Because I love you. You wanted to hear the reason and this is it: I hate how you talk about Ichiro-kun all the time with a happy expression on your face because I should be the only one that makes you happy. Every time I look at you get this urge to make you mine. Since the first time I met you, when my dad introduced us, I knew I loved you. Back then I didn't know what do with those feelings so I chose to protect you as a friend, but I can't contain what I feel for you anymore. I'm not a kid and these feelings will never go I away. These past few weeks I've been holding myself back but I can't anymore. I've held it in for 12 years and I'm already at my limit. Before you go on that trip where I can't watch over you anymore I will make you mine, and you will know you can only ever be with me." The words rush out of him in a frenzy like a great weight had finally been lifted off of him.

"Wait a min-" Renji cuts me off with another deep kiss and with one hand holding my arms above my head he slips his free hand under my shirt and caresses my chest. For some reason, every where he touches burns hot under his graceful fingers, leaving traces of fire everywhere.

Then he suddenly picks me up and carries me out of the bathroom.

"What the hell do you think your doing?!" I protest weakly. Renji doesn't respond.

Renji opens the door to his room with his foot and shuts it. Then he dumps me on his bed and gets on top of me, straddling me once again.
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