He looks relieved and sighs. "I love you too." He lays me down and kisses me deeply. With each touch I feel alive and want more.
"Are you sure you want to do this Shota?" Hearing him say my name without the honorific makes me blush. He unbuttons my shirt.
"Im sure." I take his hands and kiss them. "Because it's you Renji."
"Alright but once i start i won't be able to stop even if you cry or beg. Ive been waiting for this for a long time." He looks distressed.
"Its alright. Im not going anywhere."
He kisses me again but this time his tongue in mouth is more aggressive and demanding.
"I love you Shota. You are mine forever." And I don't see anything wrong with that.
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The light from the windows shines through my eyelids and rustles me awake.
I reach around the bed feeling for Renji, my eyes still shut, but all they come up with is empty air.
My eyes are wide open now. I sit up in bed. I'm in Renji-kun's room. I look under the covers, and we definitely did it, so where is he? Could he be the kind of guy who does the deed and then ditches?
I sigh. I think i lost my virginity to a worthless guy. I look for my clothes and put them on. I should go to the convenience sto---
"Ouch!"When i try to get up from the bed my waist hurts so bad. I collapse to the floor a raging throb coming from my butt. Nobody told me that having sex with a guy would hurt this much later!
Just then a knock sounds on the door and then it opens without a word.
"Oh, Shota your up already?" Renji-kun is carrying a tray of food in his hands. He takes one look at my strange position on the floor and sets the tray down on a desk in the room.
"Here let me help you." He picks me up like I'm a royal and carries me back to the bed and lays me down gently.
"What are you doing here?" Stupid question since this is his room but I thought he had ditched me.
"What are you talking about? Why would I be anywhere but here?"
My face flushes. I shouldn't have thought that badly of him, thats not the kind of person Renji-kun is.
"I'm sorry, I just thought that'd you'd left." I blush looking down and twist my hands in my lap.
He moves to sit on the edge of the bed beside me. He grabs my chin and turns it to face him.
"From now on I will never be anywhere that you are not, not even if you never want to see me again." He kisses me. "Are you alright from last night?" Renji-kun looks at me so seriously I get embarrassed again about how he found me this morning.
"It still hurts but I'm fine." I decide to be truthful. I don't regret what I did last night, not in the least bit.
"Good." Renji-kun smiles. "Here." He picks up the tray and sets it down beside me.
That's when I really get a good look at what he cooked, and its a mess. I don't say anything while i eat the eggs. I can taste the shells in the food.
"It great thanks." When i smile at him I can feel one of the shells stuck between my teeth.
"Alright once your done lets get ready for our classes."
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"Hey! Shota-kun!" A voice sounds behind me.
"Ichiro-kun. Whats up?" He looks like he's in a rush.
"What happened yesterday with Renji-kun? Are you ok?" He looks at me worriedly.
"I'm fine. We both just had a misunderstanding but we fixed that." I don't want to go into detail about what really happened.
"Are you sure you're ok though? Did he do anything to you?"
"No, I'm fine." Students on their way home walk past us.
"Well good." He looks really relieved. "I need to tell you something Shota-kun. Yesterday, I was going to tell you after we left from karaoke but you left early with Renji-kun." Ichiro-kuns face gets sour when he mentions Renji-kun.
"Alright what is it?" I ask him. I hope it isn't anything serious.
"Let's go to the roof. I'll tell you then."
"Alright." I wonder what he wants to talk about? He rarely invites me to the roof when its just the two of us.
Ichiro-kun leans on the rail looking down with his back facing me.
"What do you think of me Shota-kun?"
"What are you talking about?" I hold on to the rail and look at the clouds and the buildings below us.
"Do you think of me as a friend or something more?" He says keeping his gaze on the sky.
"As a friend of course. What brought this on?" I look at him strangely.
"A friend huh? That's all you've ever thought of me?"
"Of course. We'll always be friends Ichiro-kun." I feel like I'm getting weird signals from him so I draw the line between us with my words. Hopefully I'm wrong.
"So basically I'm friend-zoned." Ichiro-kun lets out a groan.
"Wait what? Seriously Ichiro-kun what brought this on? I don't know what your getting at."
Ichiro-kun bended over the rail, looked over the rail and heaved a deep sigh.
He said it so softly it was almost a whisper and I barely heard it. "I like you Shota-kun."
"What? If that's it I like you too Ichiro-kun, you're my friend."
"Not like that Shota-kun! I like you in different way. I tried to hide my feelings and wait for them to disappear but they didn't. Ive seen the way Renji-kun acts around you. I don't like it. It might be stupid to confess my feelings now over jealousy but I don't want him to take you away from me."
"What are you talking about Ichiro-kun there isn't anything going on between Renji-kun and me." I have to cover this up, Ichiro-kun is hitting to close to the mark.
"Dont deny it. You can't be that dense enough not see all the tricks he's pulled just to make sure guys don't go after you."
"What do mean guys going after me? Im not a gay magnet and Renji-kuns never done anything like that to me." Sure I didn't have many guy friends growing up but that can't mean he had anything do with--wait a sec-- I barely had ANY friends growing up.
It always used to be me and Renji-kun together.
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What is going on? Hmmmm. And now Shota has a confession from Ichiro-kun to deal with...Interesting...bwahaha.
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And Then There Were None (COMPLETED)
RomanceShota Matsuhiro was abandoned by his father in a playground as a child. Shortly after, while wandering the streets, he was taken in by a kind old man to his home, to live with his wife and son. Renji Mamoto became like a brother to him. Both now in...