Just a quick note to say I've had this song on repeat and it kinda explains they way my mind is rn
Here again is that surge of unknown sadness that comes when thoughts of leaving this all behind pop into my mind, this is is I'm leaving my get away, this was the place that I could run to, when I was here I was safe. Along with this comes the thought of loosing time with her I mean it WA some and her for the longest time but now she's married and has a child on the way I'm sure I will no longer be needed, I wish that I could freeze this moment like a picture and save it from the funny tricks of time. I wish I'd opened my eyes sooner and spent every moment I've ever had with her vividly and actually savour it because now it just feels like she's slipping through my fingers all the time. I guess Monday will be the goodbye which I know I'm not ready for Monday my world will come crashing down around me. So before I say it incoherently through tears good bye L.A it's been amazing 💔 and hello Seattle 😔
