the countdown [] phan

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{kinda sad- might be a trigger- read at your own risk, even though this might be pretty tame compared to some triggers in other books}

time left: 6 years, 5 months, 9 weeks, 78 days, 6789 hours, 465,956 seconds until match made

i spend most of my free time at school in the courtyard behind the canteen.

it's quiet and away from all social contact, which gives me peace and quiet to think.

my thinking has caused me to realize something that might endanger my whole life.

i like boys.

i'm going to be put to death, or forced into prostitution, or even worse!

jesus christ dan, why'd you have to go mess this up?

you're always messing up, you and your stupid defect.

it's no wonder why louise left you.

and mum had another baby.

they got bored of you, so they replaced you.

great job.
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