Complicated (5 Seconds of Summer)

Moving

~Amy's P.O.V~

*beep beep beep*

I smacked the alarm to shut it up. Great it was another day to fake smiles and be absolutely miserable in the inside. I showered, got dressed, and ran downstairs to the kitchen not even worrying about my make up 'cause I could really care less right now. I grabbed some toast that was left for me, took my skateboard, and headed out the door. Suddenly my best friend Charlotte walks up the front porch and blocks the door. "Don't go anywhere yet. My mom and I have surprise for you." She said. "Go sit on the couch." So I did.

"Charlotte and I have been thinking since all of us had such horrific memories here I thoug-"

"We're moving to Australia Amy! It's a dream come true. We can start fresh and maybe meet some Australian boys." Charlotte blurted out without letting her mom finish. I didn't say anything. I just stared at them in shock. After 2 minutes of processing I dashed out the door with my skateboard. I headed toward the one spot where I could clear my mind. The cemetery.

I walked towards my parents grave and sat under the tree that was in-between them. "Hey mom. Hey dad. Guess what? I'm moving to Australia. I really don't want to. I don't want to leave you guys. But I have no choice. I have no other family that I know of. Jeremy hasn't been around at all anymore. He broke up with me a after you guys died. He told me I was different and that he hated me. They all did. Why did you guys leave me? Why did you have to go? I've been so lost. I can't go on without-" I couldn't finish. I started to tear up. It isn't going to change anything. Even if we move I won't be able to change. I'll still be the same pathetic girl who lost both her parents. It's only been a couple month since their death. I've been living my best friend Charlotte and her mom. They are awesome but I'm just not who I used to be. I used dance everyday and hang out at the mall with her and Jeremy. I used to write songs and play many instruments. But that person is lost now. Maybe Charlotte's right. I don't know but maybe starting fresh is just what I need. All I know is that the original Amy Brooks is long gone now.

I went home and saw all the suitcases packed. Charlotte's mom Elizabeth or Liz told me to pick out things to through out cause we couldn't bring everything. I ran upstairs and looked through some of the boxes and saw some pictures, stuffed animals, and my guitar. They were all stuff that reminded me of my parents. I sealed up all the boxes with those memories and marked them trash. Charlotte looked at me stunned. "Are you really going to throw it all out? I mean those are the only things you have left of your parents." She asked. "Yeah Char. I'm throwing them all out. I'm never going to be the same person anymore so there is no point in keeping all this crap." She gave me a confused look but then nodded. "I understand." She said as she took the boxes down. I finished clearing out the rest of my things and went downstairs. Liz stood there telling me it was time to go. I nodded. I grabbed my board and got in the car.

We drove to the airport and took all our carry-ons with us. I then noticed a case come out the trunk. "I know you wanted to throw this out but I couldn't do it. Whenever you hold this guitar and start playing you always get lost in your own world. This is the one thing that separates you from this world. I completely understand if you're mad at me but just give this a second thought." Liz begged. I gave her a weak smile and thanked her. I took the guitar and held it in my other hand. We then went through security and and sat in the waiting area. I grabbed my phone and took out my headphones. I picked my favorite play-list and hit shuffle. Stereo Skyline's Tongue Tied came on.

(Come on yeah! )
Got caught in a dream world,
Where you are my dream girl
Since you first came around and talked to me.
But my words got choked up, wish I would've spoke up
But now you and me are only make believe.