Complicated (5 Seconds of Summer)

Back to Old Habits

Lottie's POV

I don't get her anymore. She promised me she wouldn't do this again. She promised no more stupid choices. Well, she obviously lied.

I don't know how long I will go on without talking to her this time. I may not talk to her for at least 4 months. It will definitely be longer than last time, that I know for sure.

I heard a door open then close. I knew it was Amy but I'm not getting up to check. I done trying to help her fix her life. If she hadn't learned from her first mistake then she's lost. There is obviously no hope in helping her.

My door slightly creaked open.

"Lottie?..." a voice came from the hall.

"Are you all sobered up now?" I asked. There goes my 'no talking to her' policy.

"Look I'm sorry, I didn't know what else to do. I just wanted to get away from my feelings for a bit." She said.

"So you go back to drinking!? I thought we gone passed this already. I guess I was wrong! It's true what people say, you can't change an alcoholic they can only change themselves!" I snapped.

She looked at me with sadness. Tears formed in her eyes. I knew what I said hurt her really badly but I didn't care, she hurt me too.

"I am not going to regret anything I say to right now, but I'm not going to say that I ever regret having you as a friend. Amy, You are so much more than a friend to me, heck you're my sister, that's why. It pains me to see you go through the same mistakes you've that you've made before. I just want things to go back to normal; the happy days with just you me and Liz." Tears began to form as well but I forced myself not to show any weakness.

"I'm sorry Lottie. I know I-" I cut her off.

"No. No more. I'm tired of hear 'I'm sorry's' and 'I know I screwed up' I'm done listening to your excuses. Don't come back here telling me that you're sorry. Come back when you show me that you're sorry. It's just better that way."

I shut the door in her face. It pains me. My body ached all over, but the part of me that really hurt was my heart. I could hear it breaking so clearly. Though I had made my decision, I believe she may never change. I had hope for her, but that's just it. Keyword 'had'. I just hope my judgment isn't wrong.

Amy's POV

She shut the door in my face. Wow that hurt, but she's not wrong. Everything she said is right. I'm always messing things up and all I give her is sorry. Why am I such a screw up? I should just give up now while I still have a chance. Nothing good ever comes from my choices. I always make good things bad or bad things worse. I have an idea...I just pack my things, leave nothing behind, and leave. Everyone would be better off without me anyway.

I pulled out a bag out of my closet and grabbed some clothes and some necessities and stuffed them in. I then grabbed my wallet and skate board as I walked out the door.

Calum's POV

What happened? I never thought that I would be living a fanfiction of my own. (Yeah I do read them sometimes but I mean come on they are actually pretty entertaining.) I hate drama and cliche moments but I honestly can't say anything else other than I love her and I can't even think about losing her.

I grabbed my keys and drove to her house. When I walked in I heard cries from upstairs. I ran straight to her room and saw half of Amy's clothes missing or on floor. Her phone and her board are missing as well. I pulled my phone and quickly dialed her number. The number rang and rang but no answer. I dialed two more times but it was the same result. I tried once more but this time it didn't ring at all. Instead it went straight to voicemail. I have a feeling that she is trying to avoid me. I turned around and ran back my car then all of a sudden I saw something shine in the corner of my eye. I bent over and picked it up. It was the necklace that I had given Amy when we went to the mall. I looked at the pendant and wiped off some sort of red-like goo. "I need to find her." I mumbled under my breath.

Author's Note

Dunn Dunnn DUNNNNNNNNN!!! lol this chappie is really short I know but like I said Junior year is the worst year but not to worry I will be back with regular updates when summer vacation starts for me!!!!

I hope you guys aren't too mad at me. I hope to update again next week with original but I make no promises.