Complicated (5 Seconds of Summer)

On and Off Again

*Calum's POV*

"Please Calum I'm begging you just tell me what I did." she begged.

I got up and walked straight to my room.

"Cal...?" she spoke.

"Why did he want to see you so badly?" I asked.

"Huh...w...what are y...you talking about?" she stuttered.

"You accidentally called me last night so I heard you talking to that guy Jeremy!" I shouted started to get frustrated.

"But I...I didn't...Nothing happened I swear I just told him off." she stuttered again.

"You still talked to him. I thought you didn't want anything to do with him." I said.

"Yeah but I didn't call him. He called me."

"And yet you answered. J...just...We should take a break Amy. You need to get your priority straight. Once you figure what's important to you then we can work something out. Maybe."

She hesitated. I could tell that my words really hurt her and I felt guilty for saying it. "Can't we just talk it out?" I asked.

"What do you think I did? Just leave Amy." I said.

I lead her out of my room and shut the door in her face. I fell to the ground beside the door. I felt guilty leaving her feeling hurt but I was hurt too.

After a few minutes later I heard the front door shut. I guess she left. She really didn't deserve a guy like me anymore after the way I treated her. Luke walked in on me sulking I my bed.

"You alright mate?" he asked.

"Oh yeah sure. I'm perfectly fine after I just threw the most perfect girl away!" I shouted.

"Calm down. You were hurt."

"I know but I shouldn't have treated her like that. I should've listened to her side of the story first before I jumped to conclusions."

"Well anger can make you do or say stupid things that you regret."

"Anyways, is she okay?" I asked.

"She is really upset, but Michael calmed her down a bit. He just took her out to help make her feel better I guess."

"Oh okay."

Luke left me alone to think again. I tried remembering how the conversation sounded. I should've listened to what she had to say now that I think of it. She did sound like she was trying to tell him that she was done talking to him. No, what have I done!?Luke was right. My anger made me treat her like crap. She's already been through so much shit and now I've added on to it. Why am I such a dick!?

I punched the wall. I was fuming with rage regretting everything I did that hurt Amy. Now I've lost the girl that meant the most to me.

...

A few hours past and I heard the front door open. I assumed it was Michael. I heard him come in to my room.

"What the fuck mate!? Tell me why you had to go and rip her heart out like. She is all torn up about losing you and you treated her like that. What kind of a guy does that? Did you even stop to listen to her side of the story!? You probably didn't. You just took the information you got and let that rule you over. You're so stu-" I interrupted him.

Why the hell is he snapping at me!? I mean I know I was a dick but at least I admitted it and realised that I made a huge mistake!

"Shut-Up! I did what I did and now we can't fix it! What's done is done. I just do-" I was stopped with a fist that collided with my face and I fell to the floor.