"I love you, Ryan." Alisha said in a cracked voice.
"I already told you I don't do relationships, Alisha." I said.
"How could you do this to me?" She started crying over the phone.
"I did nothing! I already told you I won't be doing nothing than just sleeping with you, and I even asked you if you'll be okay to fuck with me without any feelings and you agreed, didn't you? Now enough with this drama go find yourself some other guy who would make love to you! I am done!" I shouted through the phone.
Relationship were never my thing. Well, not never. They are not my thing now. I dated a girl for about like three years, loved her with all I had but she left me in a blink of an eye. I still remember that evening;
"Stop Julia, Stop! Come back, I love you. It's okay, I am okay with whatever you did, Just come back to me, please." I was pleading her to come back to me.
"Stop it Ryan, I said I don't want to stay with you, you know my parents hate you and its about time we take some individual decisions." she gave me reasons.
She had no tears in her eyes, while I was crying my eyeballs out! How could she do this to me, I gave her my goddamn world and she left me hanging, standing by the road alone!
"Julia, Please!" I got down on my knees not caring about people around.
"Ryan, I am sorry." She said.
Anger was talking over me, she was getting on my last nerve.
"It's not about your parents, is it? No its not! It's about that guy ,isn't it? You went out on a date with him, you are the one who cheated me! I know he likes you, and you are giving me a reason that it's about your parents! FUCK You!" I screamed.
"You can't talk to me that way, mind your words Ryan!" she said.
"Mind my words? Really?" I was still yelling at her. I was not able to wrap my head around it. It was happening so fucking fast. Yesterday we were so in love and today she is leaving me!
How could someone wake up one day and fell like you are not in love anymore?
"Fine. Ryan Stewart! You can do whatever you want to do. And you think I did this for that "guy"oh boy yes! It's for him! Because I don't feel the same for you, you are all good and you make a great boyfriend but not for me." And she left.
I was spellbound. The girl who promised to spend her entire life with me is saying that she does not love me anymore and that I make a great boyfriend but not for her.
It's been one year since that evening. But everything is crystal clear in my brain. People who know me now won't even believe I ever cried for a girl. I laid in my bed for a while thinking about Alisha. I was attracted to her the second I saw her at Josh's party but attracted physically, no feeling she was one good item to fuck around with but I never thought beyond that. The vibration from my phone brought me to reality,
*Care to smoke?* Drake.
*Be there in 5* me
When I was with Julia I never even touched a cigarette and now I cannot live without one. No regrets!
I pushed myself off the bed and grabbed my jacket and went down to meet drake. Smoking is my escape, I always felt so relaxed when I smoked.
"Hey dude!" Drake hugged me.
"Hey" I said.
We smoked for a while, drake told me about a party that was happening at his friend's house, whom I've never met before, but who cares?
"Sure, I'll be there at 10." I said my goodbye to drake and went back to my apartment.
I am not really a party person, but party comes with drinks, pots, weeds, smoke and girls. What else I need?
I got ready for the party, not trying much. I've always been lucky when it came to girls. Some guys have to take extra efforts to get a girl and I don't even put in effort to get laid.
Troy's house is huge mansion and it's filled with people, holding red cups. I make my way through the crowd, I see drake sitting in a group of around fifteen people.
"Hey Ryan! Over here!" he stands up, asking me to join them.
"This is Ryan, My friend." He introduces me to the group.
I wave and sit down by drake. I don't know any of their names, but this girl in particular caught my eye. She is wearing a red dress her locks are loose, I can't quite make out what is her eye color but she is pretty.
"Game of truth or dare?" A random guy stands up and everyone agrees on a game of truth or dare.
God! Are they kids? Truth or dare? But I did not wanted to come out as a caveman so I stayed for the game.
They spined the bottle while I was sipping over my vodka.
The bottle slowed and stopped in front of the little red riding hood.
"Gab, Truth or dare?" Drake asked her.
"Dare" She said
"Alright then, I dare you to kiss Ryan."
"What?" She was surprised. "I don't even know him, ask me to strip I would have done that!"
"Go ahead strip, I would love to see those beautiful curves." I made a dirty remark.
"You wish." She said. And the next this I know I could feel her lips on my lips and I could taste cherry vodka. My hands traced her body, she had a perfect body, all the right junk in right place. Her tongue asked permission and I granted. Our lips moved in perfect sink, she was on my lap now and everyone was enjoying the show, little did I cared? I was enjoying this beauty on me.
"Okay Okay! We have quite a few empty rooms' upstairs you guys can enjoy if you want to." A guy said.
I broke the kiss. And stared into her blue eyes, she wanted more.
YOU ARE READING
SAVED * WATTYS 2016 *
Romance" He makes my heart race through his words. But sometimes I fear that he is just reciting a script from several trials and errors of his past lovers" - excerpt from a book I will never write. A love story complicated by Friendship. SAVED.
