OLIVIA'S P.O.V
I woke up on a little weird surface than I usually would, I rubbed my eyes to realize that it was Ryan's lap. I got up in a fraction of second and saw very innocent side of this big bad boy. He looked younger while he was asleep. He slept while he was sitting on the couch the whole night. Was he even comfortable? I felt bad for sleeping on his lap, and I don't even want to wake him up because he is looking so cute!
I decided that I would cook breakfast for myself and Ryan. I settled on making bacon and egg with some pancakes. I don't cook such fancy breakfast on daily basis I would grab a granola bar and get out of the door.
"I would love to wake up to this every morning," A raspy voice caught me off guard.
I turn around to see Ryan standing there by the kitchen door, his hair were all messed up and he was looking really different than he usually looks when he is all wide awake.
"What?" I pretend that I did not heard what he said. But actually I did, does he really mean it? What is wrong with me? Ryan and Olivia are like North and South Pole we cannot collide together and if we ever did the world will be destroyed!
"Nothing, umm I must leave." He said to me
"No! Wait I made you breakfast!" I told Ryan
"You did?" he said while he walked in my direction.
We were just inches apart, my heart started pounding against my chest, I could feel his breath. I was looking straight into those deep sleepy eyes and I felt Ryan's warm lips on my left cheeks.
"Thank you." He whispered in my ear.
For good couple of second my mind did not processed what just happened.
"You go and sit outside, I'll bring the breakfast." Somehow I framed a sentence.
My heart was still pounding, and for the first time I realized the feeling of having butterflies in your stomach.
He is setting my heart on fire, my brain stops working when he is around. His fragrance gives me Goosebumps I am not me when I am around him. I cannot even frame a fucking sentence when he is around me, god! What is wrong with me?
This could be mere attraction or it can be a beginning of something new, but I don't want to get my hopes high because I know what kind of person Ryan is. Last night he stayed over because I was in a shock and it was pretty late too, so he did exactly what anyone in his place would have done. And a little kiss on my cheek right now was just a sweet gesture, I believe!
I go out with our breakfast, we sit side by side silently eating our food;
"You are a great cook!" Ryan says.
"Really? You like it?" I ask him
"Yeah. I love it Olivia." He says.
Is it me, or is it really attractive when a guy says your name? I don't know, what is happening with me, Ryan is playing with my brain!
After our brief breakfast Ryan said his goodbye and left my house. I had only one class today and that was literature which was around 4:00 pm. I forgot to ask Ryan if he'll be coming.
I sat down on my couch going back to the kiss, watching movie with Ryan, falling asleep on his lap, it felt so good, I told my heart not to get its hope high but they are already touching the sky!
I took nap to kill some time and later got ready for my only class for today. I walked to the campus, there was this different feeling inside my heart. An excitement to see Ryan, though I had spent a night with him but I still wanted to see him anyway.
Whatever happened last night with my ex-boyfriend, I brushed it off from my brain just like it was some bad dream. Ryan was the only person on my mind right now. I know I know I shouldn't be doing this, I am confused about my feelings and I don't know if Ryan feels the same or not but I was just living in the moment.
I reached my class and what I saw caught me a little off guard. Ryan was holding hands with some new girl and they were just inches apart. I took a deep breath and walked towards Ryan,
"Hey Ryan." I said as I stood next to him.
I thought he would recognize my presence, but he didn't.
"Ryan?" I try again
"Oh hey Olivia, how are you?" he finally looked at me but did not let go of that girl's hand.
"Good." I say.
"Okay." That's all Ryan says and looks away from me.
Little confused I take my seat. Why was he behaving so weird around that girl? I wait for the class to be over, as soon as the class was done I walk up to Ryan,
"What's wrong with you Ryan?" I ask him
He turns around, "What's wrong?"
"Why are you behaving so damn weird, like nothing happened." I say
"What happened Olivia?" how can he ask me that question.
"Last night Ryan, how can you even..??"
"What about last night? I slept at your place not with you! Don't make a big deal out of it!" as the words left his mouth all the hopes came crashing down and without uttering any other word I walked away from the Bastard that is Ryan!
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SAVED * WATTYS 2016 *
Romance" He makes my heart race through his words. But sometimes I fear that he is just reciting a script from several trials and errors of his past lovers" - excerpt from a book I will never write. A love story complicated by Friendship. SAVED.
