SAVED * WATTYS 2016 *

Part 22

Ryan's P.O.V

I get back home after having pizza with Christina. I switch off all the lights and crash on my bed. The entire day flashes in front of me. Olivia, out of all the fifty states in United States she ends up exactly where I moved. Nobody even knew I was moving here. I just wanted to leave without anyone knowing. I planned this, way before Olivia was even a part of my life, so obviously her existence won't change my decision and it didn't for that matter. But what kind of shitty game is this? It's okay that she moved to New York, in a population of around 8 million I crossed exactly the girl I was running away from? What the actual fuck? Nothing is making sense to me right now. I don't believe in "meant to be" shit but what if it's true? What if this is what meant to be is? What if Olivia is the one? But I am not ready for any of this to happen. I don't want to go back in the circle of relationship. It starts good and ends up worse.

I have my classes tomorrow. I just hope we don't have same classes, for goodness sake!

I wake up to the sound of banging on my door, i roll out of my bed and open the door. There stands Christina.

"What the fuck, Christina?" I groan.

"Rise and Shine, princess." She giggles.

"What do you want?" I ask her

"Nothing, I just stopped to say good morning. Now I am out-y" she blows a kiss and rushes to the stairs.

"Christina!" I yell and smash the door.

I check the time and its already a little late, I should probably get ready now or else i'll be late for my class. I head to the bathroom and do my morning chores. Olivia is on my mind, I just cant brush her out!

I park my car and as soon as I get out of the car my eyes land on Olivia. She is walking across the hallway, she doesn't see me she is holding two massive books in her hands, she's wearing black jeans and a T-shirt, her hair are loose and she is looking beautiful

I walk to my class. I don't know shit what the professor is speaking because my head in somewhere else. Olivia. I just can't get her off my mind. After the classes as i am walking to my car I see Christina locked hands with Olivia.

"What the fuck?" I mutter to myself. Christina waves in my direction

Olivia glances up to see me and she is in pure shock. They are walking towards me. WHAT THE FUCK.

"Hey there Ryan" Christina says as she wraps her arms around me. Olivia stands there frozen in her spot.

"Olivia, this is my neighbour, Ryan." She introduces me. Olivia looks up and gives me an awkward smile.

"And this Olivia, my Friend."

"Hey." That's all that I can say right now.

"Olivia, you should come down tonight. We can watch Netflix and drink wine or anything you want." Christina suggests.

In the back of mind I am hoping that Olivia won't come.

"Umm.. I am already occupied for tonight." She hesitates.

Thank god. But wait, what is she occupied with?

"Oh come on, don't give me reasons, I know you dont have friends here, and all you'll do is study. Instead come and hang out with us." Christina can be really pushy sometimes.

"I'll try, no promises." Olivia says.

Christina hugs Olivia, "You are coming."

"She is so sweet." Christina says, as Olivia walks away from us.

I come back to my apartment. I sit on my bed and my thoughts drift, I remember every inch of Olivia's Body. I know I love her. But I am just not ready to say it, accept it.

I switch on my laptop and start pinning my thoughts in black and white. I like to write down things I can't express.

Olivia, she didn't catch my eye the first time I saw her, but she caught my attention as I spoke to her. You can only understand how beautiful she is as you get to know her. She is the most pure and prettiest girl I've ever know. I've dated girls with hot bodies, tight dresses and everything right out of some calendar shoot. But Olivia is nothing like them, she is someone you would want to care for, she is the one you would want to scoot close at night as you sleep. I love how her messy hair are all over the place and still makes her look effortlessly beautiful, how she struggles getting into her old jeans and doesn't give a fuck about her weight. She is confident, you can see it on her face, and she'll put you in your place if you mess around. And when she gets ready to go out, boy she is to die for. She can pull of any dress with her confidence. Only if world knew how beautiful her heart and mind is it would have been at her feet. But i want to be the only one to know her beauty. How she sings to her favorite songs, how she talks to herself ( its so funny), she gets mad when things don't go her way. How her eyes light up when she talks about something she is passionate about. I love her. I love her for who she is, she doesn't have to try, she is an amazing human and a blessing to me. 

UPLOADED AFTER A YEAR I GUESS!! UGH SO SORRY! 

ALL THE LOVE XO - vs