"So?" I was least interested.
"I cheated him, can you not see how serious of an issue this is?" she almost choked
I was still standing there and she was on the couch crying. If there would have been some other guy in my place he would have rushed to the girl and comforted her. But why would I do that? Who is she to me? No one. I have no feeling for her, she is not my girlfriend nor my sister why should I care? I stood there waiting for her to get up and leave.
"I am dating smith for a year now, just because he wasn't treating me right from past couple of weeks I decided I would ignore him and make him jealous. I met you in that party and to be honest I was attracted to you the moment I saw you. There was this bad aura around you that made me want to come near you. So I started texting you and when you asked me to meet you I thought you were interested too. When we came down to your apartment I did not knew this would go this far, I shouldn't have done this. I don't know if I even love smith now." She took a deep breath.
I stood there with a confused look on my face, what does this is supposed to mean. Is she in love with me or something after having sex with me about like ten min back? No fucking way, please no. she is too naïve, she had no clue what she was getting herself into. I don't know what to do now.
Olivia's P.O.V
"How was your day Lilly?" I asked my roommate as she entered our apartment.
I knew Lilly since high school, though we went to different colleges we lived together, she is practically like my sister.
"Good. What about you?" She asked me as she came and sat next to me on our new bought black couch.
We have been saving to buy this couch for months and finally it arrived yesterday.
"Nothing special." I told her.
"No cute guys?" She winked at me
"Umm not really." I switched on the TV
"Don't lie." Lilly said
"There was this guy, Ryan. I saw him at the café, he was tall his hair were messy, he had a piercing in his right ear, fair and really handsome. Though he wore a wrinkled t-shirt, it made him look even better. He was effortlessly perfect." I told Lilly
"I must appreciate you observation skills, you know." She poked me.
There was something about Ryan, the bad and mysterious aura around him was like strong gravitational force that was pulling me towards him. I saw how girls checked him out, and giggled as they passed. He looked bomb I must say.
But after having a disastrous relationship I have decided not to get into any kind of emotional drama ever again. Because once you don't receive love from someone you've loved with every single cell in your body you just stop giving love to everybody. I adored him, I gave him my entire world but he never acknowledged my love. So, no emotional drama now and I cannot get all touchy with someone I have no feelings. I am going to die alone I know.
I curled up in my bed and thoughts from my past relationships took over. It wasn't that hard in the beginning, I started dating him when I was in high school and thought it was forever like every other teenager. After we graduated high school things started getting real, we were out in the cruel world with millions of distractions but we still somehow managed to make things work, well I managed to make things work. It felt like I was the only one who wanted this relationship bad and he was just there for name sake. But I loved him too much to let him go, I was weak I wasn't sure if could survive without him. He did nothing, he said he loved me but he never showed me. I started wrapping my head around this quote from After- "If he doesn't love you the way you want him too does not mean he doesn't love you at all" but he did not loved me at all, but I was just too blind to see it and accept the truth. He played me, cheated me and the worst of all he used to hit me whenever I refused to sleep with him, those memories send chills down my spine till date. Once, we were watching movie at my place and he kissed me, I kissed him back he touched me and he said he wanted to have sex with me but I denied he forced me on the couch I resisted and pushed him off me, he stumbled on the floor. He stood up, hovering me while I was still on the couch, he slapped me hard across my face and left. I was in shock for good 5 min, my hand on my left cheek my lip was bleeding. Tears ran down my face. That was the first time he had hit me. He said he was sorry the next time we met and I think that was my first mistake that I forgave him. My left cheek had the mark for a week or two. From that day onward he use to hit me every time I refused to do something that he wanted. I was scared of him, so scared that I could not tell him that I wanted to leave.
My alarm went off at 6 am, I woke up to get ready for my college. I have no car so I need to take public transport to reach the campus that is a bus at 7:30 am.
I quickly got ready keeping my outfit casual and my hair loose as always I went out to take the bus. I reached the campus right on time. Yesterday I was late, and I don't wanted to be late today.
Math, I took math this semester. I loved math for some unknown reason. I entered the class and sat in front in the middle row. A brunet sat on my left and the chair on my right was empty. I placed my books and pens neatly on desk I looked up to see the mystery guy entering in my class. He took math too. He was tall and lean, tan skin and silky hair that covered almost of his forehead he wore a grey T-shirt and pair of black jeans
He sat next to me, he had caramel brown eyes and piercing in his right ear he had this mysterious aura around him screaming I am a bad guy!
"Hey" He said in a very attractive husky voice.
"Umm hey" I struggled for words.
She gave me an awkward smile and looked away.
God! Now he would think I am afraid to talk to guys! But he is so attractive that I could not take my eyes off him, it all his fault! He is a torcher to girls like me, I now I stand no chance with him it's not like I am looking for one.
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Romance" He makes my heart race through his words. But sometimes I fear that he is just reciting a script from several trials and errors of his past lovers" - excerpt from a book I will never write. A love story complicated by Friendship. SAVED.
