I miss it

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Have you ever missed something or someone so much that you just want to sit and cry all the time because that's the story of my life right now .
He told me that he loved me more than anyone else, but clearly that wasn't true since he can't even be bothered to text me back
He told me that I was his one and only but clearly that wasn't true because I would blindly belive him no matter what anyone else would say about him but now I know I need to accept that I was never the only one.
The time we have now been spending apArt now is almost the same amount of time that we were together and he's moved on, he with someone else and here I am 2 months later still crying about it.
I spend at least an hour a day listening to Taylor swift now and writing lyrics about the way this all feels.

The story of us - taylor swift
This song is my everything right now because it's too true and I cry while listening to it because the story of us is a lot like a tragedy now the end there are also some other songs I use to help me get through this.

Tori kelly - it should've been us
Twenty one piolets- car radio
Taylor swift- all you had to do was stay

And there are so many more that I can't name off the top of my head.

Even when me and him were together I was still pretty upset because he was best friends with my best friend who he clearly liked more than me and still does.
There was a point where he told me that I knew more than her and now I know nothing and she knows everything but I still miss him so much because he was such an amazing person and he really helped me with some of my problems but now it's like he's just left me to rot 😭

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