As far as things are concerned towards cutie mith things are going really well and I'm happy about that.
I realised that there was no way I would be able to hold on until September to start because in September everything could be different and I might loose my opportunities and connections
My connection is a girl I've known since I've been in year 1 but I can't say her name, she's a really nice person which is part of why I'm not telling her about my plan the other reason is that I don't want her to think that I'm using her and I don't want her to get involved either because when I get my freinds involved in things like this I just hope my bossy friend doesn't keep bugging me to sit with her 24/7 like she normally does I just wish that there was a way to break it off with her without sounding like a jerk, if I could compare her to to any of my characters from my story's she so rosy from melody munroe .
But anyway that's beside the I've been pointing my aims at an really good advantage point of being friends with more people and find more people who like me and I'm really confident that this can work and when I'm confident I'm really confident, it been a week now ince ive been sitting with this really nice person but obviously I can't say her name.
She really is soo similar to me and we've been messaging and that made me realize something , she's not a popular girl she just acts like she is in so many ways because of this experience I'm officially cancelling cutie mith and I'm sorry if u were looking forward to it but don't worry this is how I'm planning to make this work.
I'm still planning on doing crazy things and seeing how people react to it but the only change that I'm adding is that all the things I do are about making my life interesting it's not all about the book I wanted to write so this is my life not a book, even though I'm going to still be writing about the crazy things that happen to me I'm not going to make it all formal.
And before I finish this, I'm hoping to write another post about this a bit later but in science on Monday when I go back to school me and my nice freind and probably the other half decent people in my class are finally going to stand up to our horrible teacher and my nice freinds is helping me get the confidence to speak up in the lesson right there and then telling him some funny quotes I got off of facebook.
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Enjoy life xoxo Lola
