United/ sequel to Departed ZM

It Was Me

3 WEEKS LATER

Its been almost a month since I found him out and had him back into my life.Life around him had been perfectly fantastic and definitely insane.

Eversince the day we met again, we've been spending each day and night together. We've been spending each and every second of each and everyday together.

Either we would talk on phone or go out for long walks together down the street. Either it would be long drives or adventurous drives on the bikes at night. We've been jamming the clubs and texting each day.

It feels as if nothing happened 6 years ago and it feels as if he was always there with me. As if he never left me.

But when i think about it, i feel stupid. Sometimes i feel that he always took me for granted. And he still does. I don't know why. Six years ago, he left me alone. He left me in misery and he didn't care about me and my feelings. Six years i spent with remorse and in misery. Waiting for him. Yearning for him. And then suddenly one day he turns up to me like ' hey! remember. Its zayn.' and in the blink of an eye i forgive him and forget it all and start a new chapter with him? Only to be left alone again.

What if this time he again left me? What if he still doesn't care? I don't even know what is going on in his life. I don't know what he thinks of me and what he thinks of us. I don't know where we stand in each other's lives. I just don't.

I am pulled out of my thoughts as my phone dings as a message arrives on it.

Zayn;) : How about we stay in today? I mean lets hang in together and watch some movies? Xx

Zara :) : That would be perfect. Your place or mine?

Zayn;) : How about yours? mine is a bunch of mess because of this stupid Niall.

Zara:) : hahahaha. why not!

Zayn;) : Be down in 30 minutes.

Zara:) : Alright! see you. xx

I shut my phone down and run around the house in a hysteria cleaning the place up picking things that were lying on the floor carelessly everywhere and cleaning the apartment like a mad woman.

20 minutes later, everything was in place and the apartment was shining to perfection.

Minutes later, the door bell rang and a smile crept onto my face.

I opened the door almost immediately to find him leaning against the doorframe. he was wearing black simple sweatpants and a grey t-shirt that hugged his chest perfectly. His hair were styled messily to perfection and his eyes were glistening s always.

I let out a breathless sigh at how sexy he was looking and he chuckled a little.

" May I?" He asked winking sexily.

" Oh yeah. Yeah. Sorry." i said breaking out of my trance and opening the door further to let him in.

He propped down on the couch while I stood by the coffee table besides him.

" Its uh pretty cold out here. Besides I already have the blankets laid out in the bedroom. So I was wondering if we watched the movies there maybe?" i said nervous;y shifting onto my feet.

Just the presence of him made me nervous. Conscious.

" Oh yeah. That would be fine."

We walked to my bedroom and he made made himself comfortable on the bed while i made the popcorns in the kitchen for both of us.

Minutes later, i wen into the room with a huge bowl of popcorns and ice-cream and candies and whatnot. Placing them down in between us, i sat down on the bed