Help Me!

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Zayn was in the bathroom changing while I was standing inside Rose's nursery once again.
Standing in here, it made me feel empty. It made me want to have a child once again. It has been 3 years since we got married and an year since we lost our first child. If we were ready back then, we can be ready now.

I love you Rose and I am sorry I couldn't bring you safely in this world. But I promise I will bring your younger brother or sister, whosoever it will be, safe in this world.
I am sorry baby.

I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist from behind. He tightened his grip around my waist and kissed my cheek.

" Why is your cheek wet? Are you? Are you crying?" he asked confused.

He turned me around in his arms and kissed both of my cheeks, kissing my tears away.

" Why are you crying baby? And what are you doing here? I thought we would never open this door again."

" Zayn? I miss her."

" Who? Rose?"

I nodded and nuzzled my face in his neck.

" Why today?" he asked with concern laced in his voice.

" I was telling Zafrina about it. It brought back memories."

He rubbed my back and kissed my forehead.

" Hey. Its okay baby. It happened a long time ago. And.....and if you want, we will try again. We will have a baby and I swear we will keep him or her happy. Okay?"

I quietly sobbed in his chest while he held tightly onto me.

" I want to see that smile on your face. " he said pointing to a picture that he took where I was standing in the balcony and smiling while looking down at my baby bump.

I looked him deep in the eyes and he placed a soft kiss on my lips.

" Now show we your smile."

I smiled widely at him.

" Now that's like my princess."

Suddenly the doorbell rang. We closed the door behind us and went down the stairs and Zayn opened the door revealing a very tensed looking Harry.

" Zayn. I need to do this now or I am never going to be able to do it." he said coming in through the door.

" What? What is it?" asked Zayn.

" I am doing it. I am going to do it."

" Do what Harry?"

" I want to propose."

" Propose? To who? I mean what?" asked Zayn as confused as I was.

" Tell me clearly Harry." he demanded.

" I want to get married. You and Louis have a wife. Liam and Niall have fiancées. I am the only one with a girlfriend. I am not scared of commitment. Hell I have been with her for 2 years now. I want to propose Eishita and I too want to get married." he said in one breath.

" Woah. Woah. Easy okay?" said Zayn.

I fetched him a glass of water and he gulped it down in one sip.

" Now tell us. What happened all of a sudden?" I asked.

" It didn't happen all of a sudden." he said.

" Then?" Asked Zayn.

" I have been trying to propose her for a week now. Today I just want to do it."

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