United/ sequel to Departed ZM

Love Is Vinyl

27 December
Day 7
Zayn's POV

I woke up at around 11 in the morning. Smiling, I shifted a little and tightened my grip around my beautiful soon to be wife's waist. She mumbled something in her sleep and then dug her face deeper in my chest and curled up against my body.

Combing my fingers through her hair, I pressed a small kiss to her forehead and smiled down at her. Life has changed so much ever since I met her. Back at school, when she was Brittney's friend, had anybody told me that years from now, she would be the girl I marry, I would have probably laughed it off and made fun of the person.

Back then, her personality pleased me. Even though I was with Brittney, something inside of me wanted to be with her. I wanted to call her mine. But then I did not know I loved her. I always thought of her as my best friend.

That day when I first kissed her at the class party, I knew what I was doing. It may have been an in the moment thing for her, but to me, it meant something. I always wanted to kiss her, to taste her lips. And that day when I got to kiss her lips, I felt a stupid feeling inside of me. A kind of a spark, a kind of emotion. It had a reason to it. With Brittney, she sure left me breathless but I never felt the spark. It was with Zara that I first time ever felt the spark.

I soon realized that I loved her and I had feelings for her. It was not Brittney whom I loved. It was her. But not wanting to hurt Brittney, I decided to forget her and so I spread all those rumors about her and went around telling people about her feelings for me.
I wanted her to hate me. That way, it would have been easier for me to forget her. But it broke my heart to see her like that. She was vulnerable. She was lost. I could see it in her eyes that she had sleepless nights and her physique told me that she stopped eating. My absence was affecting her and her absence was eating me alive. That i s why I decided to go and be friends with her again.....a day before her birthday. I thought she would hate me but she was such an angel that she forgave me in a heartbeat.

But then Brittney found out that I was friends with her again and so she forced me to break her heart again on her birthday.

That fight was created. It was planned. I stayed there to break her heart and when I did, believe me I felt awful and I couldn't hate myself anymore. Kissing her for the last time was the best thing I ever did.

I thought that she would keep in touch after the school bit she totally cut me out. Harry told me how broken she was and how badly she wanted me back in her life. He told me how vulnerable she was and how she used to cut herself. I knew everything. I wanted to be with her but Brittney always threatened me.
When I found out that Brittney was cheating on me, it sure did break my heart a little but a part of me was happy that now I could go back to Zara. My Zara. My love.

Years after when I found her, I was more than happy. And now when I see us together, I cannot thank God enough for sending such a beautiful angel into my life. I loved her. I love her. I will always love her. I would worship her everyday because she was all I ever wanted. I will never let her down and I will shower all my love on her. I cannot wait to get married to her.

She stirred a little and a yawn escaped her lips.

" Morning baby." I said smiling.

" Morning sexy." she said yawning yet again.

" Had a nice sleep?" I asked stroking her forehead.

" Yeah. But I don't remember anything that happened last night." she said groaning.

" Headache?" I asked her.

" Yes!"

I passed her the two pills and a glass of water. She gulped it down and looked down at herself wide eyed.
She screamed at the top of her voice and I covered my ears with my palms, squeezing my eyes shut.