letters in the box

for when you're ready to give up

This isn't much of a letter, more of an update I guess you can call it. Or maybe a little bit of both.

I don't want anyone thinking this is some lame excuse for why I haven't been writing here, and I really hope no one is angry with me, but I have to update you guys on my life and what's going on (trust me, I'm okay)

See, the thing is, it's hard to sit here and type inspirational words to help other people, when I can't even inspire or help myself. It's hard to strike up inspiration when I'm at a lost for words. So, I've been hiding pretty much.

I've been trying and I haven't been giving up, on getting better. I'm still going, breathing, sleeping, eating, everything I need to be doing. It isn't easy, but life isn't meant to be now is it?

I get hung up on things very easily and it's so difficult for me to get over it. I tend to dwell on situations and I can never get them out of my head. Sleeping is an escape, but I can't hide forever.

And laughing is a pause, but eventually I have to keep going.

Life has it's ups and downs, and you shouldn't ever take anything for granted. Appreciate the ups and remember the downs.

Life isn't fair and sometimes life isn't very fun, but please, follow my lead and don't ever give up. Life will get better and you'll want to be alive to see it.

Message me if you ever need anything. I'll be back ASAP