feelings.

feels.

So here I am writing again. I don't know what I'm doing, I'm just typing. So last time we talked about the mood but this time I'm actually going to talk about feels. Like the emotions you get. The feels you get when reading cute fluffy fanfics. Or when the guy you like talks to you. The overwhelming emotions you will have when your OTP comes out. The pain/betrayal you felt when Zayn left. There's a lot of feelings. I'll give you some examples:
-Happy
-Sad
-Mad
-Delightful
-Doubtful
-Scared
-Depressed
-Jubilant
-Playful
-Empty
-Euphoric
-Confused
-Humiliated
-Shocked
-Livid

Those are some examples of feelings. Notice I'm missing the two most overused "feelings" Do you know which ones?
I'm talking about the ones people use on a daily basis instead of using their actual feelings. They are my two favorite feeling words "I'm fine" and "okay". No I'm sorry guys but they aren't feelings. I've been told so many times yet that's how I feel majority of the time. Like how do I feel fine. It's not a descriptive word. Saying I'm fine is a doubtful answer. It's borderline between sad and happy. Fine is the word for neutral. It my favorite word to use. Its a netrual term that can be used as an answer to a variety of question. I use fine to describe my mood because I don't really have an emotion. I feel free but freedom comes with the sense of feeling lost. When I see people get hate I feel embarrassed for the person and disgust toward the person who is hating on someone. Yet, when I get hate I don't feel embarrassed. I feel a sense of truth because I believe what people say. Once you hear it for so long you start to believe it. I feel proud toward the person who is sending me hate. Because they tell me what everyone else is too afraid to say. I have different feeling depending on the situation. Like when Zayn firat left I felt betrayed/alone but now I'm happy he is doing what makes him happy. And I support him. Feelings! Feelings.... Feelings?