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I haven't cut that much. Only a couple of times....I don't like cutting. I hate it so much. I hate blood and I hate scars and I hate how bad cuts look and I hate pity. I hate cutting so so much. I haven't done it in a while and I'm really proud. Every time I go to cut or even think about it, im not able to do it. I think of Ashton, Niall or Calum and my best friends or my parents. I've hurt so many people doing this to myself. I've hurt myself doing this... I don't ever cut anymore. I'll scratch. a lot. I don't think it's as bad as cutting. And I don't really tell anyone anymore because I don't really think it matters. But I haven't said anything in here in a while
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feelings.
RandomI kinda feel like I'm floating. As if I'm floating on a cloud and below me are all the people who hate me, all the hateful things people say to me, all the things I hate about myself. I don't like this feeling, because it comes with But I'm giving y...
