Its almost 2 a.m. and I'm crying. Not like a couple of tears, but I'm bawling. I don't know why I decided to do this to myself but I did. I started watching fans meeting their idols, the reaction videos and I started crying. Because i know I'm most likely never going to meet one direction or 5 seconds of summer. I know that; I've accepted it, but it still hurts. A lot.
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RandomI kinda feel like I'm floating. As if I'm floating on a cloud and below me are all the people who hate me, all the hateful things people say to me, all the things I hate about myself. I don't like this feeling, because it comes with But I'm giving y...
