Sweeter then sugar n' spice (A Honey Senpai love story)

Tell Him

GUESS WHAT! I FINALLY REMEMBERED MY PASSWORD FOR MY EMAIL AND THUS WATTPAD! So here is the very very delayed chapter, which will finally explain Karin's history YAY! Here you go....

My mouth fell open until my sister nudged me again. I curtseyed quickly still slightly dumbfounded,

“It’s nice to meet you,” my sister chimed curtseying herself. I blinked a few times, as though it would take away the illusion in front of me.

“The pleasure is ours” the twins chorused coming up from their bow in unison.

I nodded slightly, and took Hikaru’s hand as he reached for mine and planted a light kiss on it. Kaoru mirrored his brother with my sister.

“Pleased to meet you” my sister and I chimed, bowing our heads yet again. The boys lead us over to a love seat each and sat down. Our parents smiled at us then shut the doors to leave us be.

“Let’s forget the formalities and just have some fun” Hikaru whispered in my ear. I dragged him over to the door, then put my ear against it. Not hearing our parents voices outside I quickly dropped his hand and walked back over to the loveseat. Hikaru followed me with a smile on his face, but I put my feet up on the other side of the couch not permitting him to sit down.

“Good, I was getting awfully sick of them” I huffed quickly sitting back up as my corset gripped me tightly. I stood up as Hikaru sit down.

“Not quite what I meant, why are you so mad at me anyway, what did I do?” I turned around and shot daggers with my eyes,

“Do you know how scared I was yesterday, I could barely breath” I whispered angrily. He smiled at me pointing down at my chest,

“It’s not like you can at the moment” he laughed. I raised my eyebrows,

“That’s not funny. I wouldn’t be joking around if I were you” I replied my voice beginning to shake a little. I didn’t know what possessed me to start having a go at him, he could have easily done it again, but somehow with Kairi there I couldn’t help but feel a lot safer.

Hikaru raised his arms in defeat,

“Fine, okay I’m serious now” he said his face dropping after one last cheeky grin, “You can understand now why I did it though right. So it doesn’t matter anymore.” I shook my head.

“No. No I do not understand why you did it, I understand I broke my promise but that isn’t my fault it’s….it’s his fault. All I know is that at that moment I felt like I could never be happy again, like the whole world hated me, like fate was against me if it was letting it happen again.” my voice began to raise and break a bit as my confidence began to drain. Hikaru was beginning to get angry with me, and I was afraid he might do something again.

“So why did you do it?” I asked trying to find out before my confidence was gone completely.

He stood quiet for a few seconds before whispering,

“What was going to happen again, I promise I won’t tell anybody if it bothers you…not…. not even Kaoru.” I shook my head again.

“It doesn’t matter, he already knows, but stop changing the subject why did you do it?” I asked again my voice faltering further.

“Don’t you understand that by doing that with Chika you made both of us look bad, it’s not your promise I’m upset about, it’s that we are due to be married, you can’t just go flirting with other people, it makes our families look bad. It makes you look bad and it makes me look bad.” I stood for a few seconds before taking a seat, Hikaru copying my movement.

“I’m sorry” I muttered after a short while of silence. Hikaru nodded slightly.

“Tell him” a familiar voice came from behind me as a hand placed itself on my shoulder.

“Not after what happen…” I trailed off as Kaoru grabbed my hand and squeezed it lightly,

“I promise what happened the other day won’t happen again…and he won’t use it against you.” I nodded slowly, and turned to Hikaru still holding onto his twins hand tightly.

“I lied about why I moved here. It wasn’t because my mum was worried about me picking up bad habits. My parents got divorced and my father wanted to get me as far away from her as possible” I whispered, Kaoru looked at me funny, “I didn’t tell you the whole story Kaoru. I didn’t tell Honey or Mori the full story either. But….I guess if your going to be married” I gestured to Kairi and Kaoru, “then your family, and I should trust you, and if I’m going to be mar….be with you” I turned back to Hikaru, “then I should be able to trust you, and you need to know anyway.

 So….my dad had good reason for the divorce, and wanting to keep me away from my mother. She had a friend….he was in his twenties…while dad was out at work, he used to come over….he loved to listen to me sing. Whenever he would come over my mother would play the piano and I would sing. It always felt better….you know….to have a man in the house…and with my father away so much he came over all the time. It’s not like there was anything going on….he was JUST a friend….but my father came home a few times to find him over and he wasn’t happy. He claimed that he was the head of the house, and he didn’t want anybody trying to take his place. After a while he snapped and banned my mothers friend from coming over anymore. So I didn’t see him not for a while at least. But he began to turn up at my school every couple of weeks….he’d come to…talk to me. He said he missed me, and eventually I began to go and visit him…saying that I was at a friends house.

My mother believed me.  And so I started going over to his house more and more, my mother suspected nothing. But my father followed me there one day, he said he heard one of his friends talking about how I would go to a mans house every afternoon. As soon as he saw me with him he took me home and told mother not to let me see him anymore, but she did the opposite. She covered for me letting me go and see him, because she wanted to hear from her friend. One day when I arrived I had a new dress on, it was a really pretty dress….when I got there…he told me how …… how cute I looked … and told me that he had a surprise for me…..he told me to go up to the bed….bedroom and wait…..so I did.” I gulped slightly, opening my mouth to continue but instead let out a gasp as Hikaru brought me into a tight hug.

“It’s okay, you don’t have to say the rest…please don’t cry” he whispered hugging me tightly. My eyes widened slightly as I realised that fresh tear tracks had stained my cheeks. I slowly lifted my arms and hugged him back, it felt strange…but nice.