Thoughts Can Kill

I Hate me

I hate me

Every time I look myself in the mirror one thing comes to my mind :

Hate!

Hate for my body -that is huge and fat-

Hate for my face -so ugly and dump-

Hate for my scars -they remind me how weak I am-

Hate for my eyes -that can't hold the tears back-

Hate for my image as it is

-Somebody kill me please!-

Every time I think about me

I end up screaming in my head the same thing again and again :

I hate you!

I hate how stupid you are

I hate you for the freak you've become

I hate the way you act

I hate you for being weak

I hate you for being me!

So keep this in mind my dear self
I'm gonna end this suffer

I'm gonna free you from that

And soon this torture will belong the past

See? I borrowed this gun from my sweet dad

You don't need to be afraid

It's only one move and a BANG!

Then we will be resting in peace

No more fights, monsters and hatred

Near the magnanimous God

We'll eventually find love

Ready ?

One... two... T-three....

Pull the trigger to set us free

F-four... f-five.... s-six....

Nevermind, you're too weak

-NO!

Seven, nine, ten....

Just one shot straight at the head...

Elev---.....