It's been a week. I couldn't get through to Riker. I've been trying so hard. Then i got a text. My mobile data renewal!
I dialled Rikers number.
"Selena! Are you okay?"
"Help me" I cry.
"Where are you?" He asks.
"Dads house" then I heard footsteps.
"I love you" I whisper and then I turn the phone off and hid it. I went to my corner and sat there. Nearly caught.
"What were you doing!?".
"N-nothing" I stammer.
"I hope not!" He growled before giving me my daily beats. Then he left. I cried my eyes out. It really really hurt this time.
•RIKER POV•
"Riker you can't! It's dangerous!" Rydel scolds me. "like i care!" I exclaim. I stormed out of the house and called brendon. "She called me. Meet me at her Dad's house" I say. I drove there and saw brendon. Then I saw my siblings chasing me. "We're coming in" they say. I knock and her Dad answered.
"where is she!?" I exclaim.
"I don't know sir" then he slammed the door. Seconds later I heard screams.
"RIKER!!" So I climbed a tree and jumped through the window. "dude are you fucking crazy!?"
It shattered and I saw Selena bleeding and bruised. Crying. A lot.
Her Dad was startled. I started to throw punches at him.
"Riker stop!" Ryland says pulling me off him. I heard whimpering. I run to Selena and let her cry into my jacket.
"It's okay baby" I whisper. I carry her to my car and take her to my house. We all headed home.
•SELENA POV•
I cried and cried and didn't let go of Riker. I still felt the punches and the beats and the mean comments spitted at me. I looked at my body. I'm so fat. And I have bruises and cuts all over myself and my clothes are SO ripped, you can see my under garments.
We made it to the Lynches and Riker carried me to his room. He sat me onto the bed and sat next to me.
He put his hand on my arm and I flinched.
"Don't touch me" I whisper.
"What?" He said.
"I'm sorry" I sob. Stormie came in and looked at the bruises and cuts.
"At least you haven't broken anything. I'll get the medical box" she says leaving the room. Rydel came in with a black top, black shorts and a long black cardigan.
"I went to your room quickly to get you some clothes. Your so skinny so your clothes wouldn't fit me" she says.
"you're wrong" I mumbled.
"Oh shush you!" She hits me playfully and hands me the clothes and went back downstairs.
"Thank you" I say to Riker leaning my head on his shoulder. He puts an arm round me and pulled me closer.
"I missed you" he whispers.
"Same" I reply playing with my fingers.
TW
His Mom returns with the box and she cleaned everything and then they let me use their shower. Then I saw Rikers razor. And a pair of scissors next to it. Coincidence. I had a shower and got dressed. Then I smashed the razor on the cabinet and it broke. I picked up the sharpest piece and slid it on my arm. I hissed in pain. What am I doing?
"Babe are you ok?" Riker asks knocking.
"Yeah just getting changed" I reply making another cut.
"Okay but Mom wants you to stay for Lunch" he says.
"Okay" I reply. I hear him leave. Three cuts later, I tucked the razor in my pocket and washed my arm. It stung but I'm used to it.
Why did I do this?
I put the cardigan on and headed downstairs. Riker pulled me into a seat in between him and Rydel. It hurt a bit because of the cuts but i didn't let it show. They were having pizza and I LOVE pizza! I actually ate and then we had some ice cream. After that, we all went outside. Then I looked at Riker and felt horrible. We had a deal. I'd stop cutting and he would stop fighting.
"Riker can I tell you something? Privately?" I ask. He nods and I pull him into a corner.
"I'm so sorry" I lifted my sleeves up revealing five fresh cuts, over lapping some faint scars.
"I just did it and forgot what you said to me" I say looking at my tattered converse. He lifted my chin up.
"First of all, you need new shoes" and I giggle slightly. Yeah I really do!
"And second it's ok but don't do it again. I understand why you did it. Don't feel bad. Just don't do it agains Promise?" I stare into his beautiful eyes. "Promise" he kisses me and then we join everyone else. I took my crossed fingers out from behind my back.
Rydel helped me cover the cuts and the rest of my bruises. We went outside and started playing water volleyball.
"Wait!" Everyone stared at me.
I quickly went in and returned with Rydels iPod speakers. I plugged my phone in and music came on. "Now we can play!" I say. We all laughed and I jumped in the water.
I mouthed all the words to the song as we played. My team (Me, Riker, Rydel) won. Rocky, Ryland & Ratliff lost and they had four people. Then we all had lemonade and went in to hang.
"Any new songs?" Riker asks pulling me onto his lap.
"Yeah. I have a few ideas" I say.
"Ooh let's hear!" Rydel says tossing me some Pepsi.
"Well I've been planning it for a while since I got kidnapped. It's called Naturally." I say.
"Have you planned it out a bit?"
"sort of"
"Sing it!" Ryland begs.
"No" I reply. Everyone started chanting sing. I got up and went upstairs laughing. Riker pulled me back. "Hey!" I pout.
"Your singing" he says.
"Okay. But not my song as its not done"
"Then sing... Problem? By Ariana grande?" He asks. I started pouting.
"I don't wanna sing. You sing" I say.
Everyone started chanting again so I gave one.
"You all owe me $20 each" I say.
I sang Be My Baby:
If you know how to be my lover
Maybe you can be my baby
Hold me close under the covers
Kiss me boy and drive me crazy
Be my, be my, be my
Be my, be my baby
Be my, be my, be my baby,
And drive me crazy
If you know how to treat me
You know how to touch me
Baby, then you'll get your chance
The chance to love me
It's obvious I want to be into you
But it all depends on all the things you do
'Cause babe I promise, I promise
If you keep it real with me
Be honest, be honest
You can get anything you want
That you want babe
Just show me everything I need to see
I'll give you anything boy
If you know how to be my lover
Maybe you can be my baby
Hold me close under the covers
Kiss me boy and drive me crazy
Be my, be my, be my
Be my, be my baby
Be my, be my, be my baby,
And drive me crazy
I'll give you all of my trust
If you don't mess this up
You ain't tryna get no other girls
When you in the club
All you got is eyes for me
I'm the only girl you see
So if you treat me right just the way that I want you
Oh, baby boy, I promise that I'll be on you
Oh oh oh oh oh oh on you
Night to the mo-oh-oh-oh-oh-orning
If you know how to be my lover
Maybe you can be my baby
Hold me close under the covers
Kiss me boy and drive me crazy
Be my, be my, be my
Be my, be my baby
Be my, be my, be my baby,
And drive me crazy
I'll give you all of my trust
If you don't mess this up
You ain't tryna get no other girls
When you in the club
All you got is eyes for me
I'm the only one you see
If you know how to be my lover
Maybe you can be my baby
Hold me close under the covers
Kiss me boy and drive me crazy
Be my, be my, be my
Be my, be my baby
Be my, be my, be my baby,
And drive me crazy
Then everyone started counting down.
"What the...?" Then I realised. It's almost 2016! Some people came in.
"3... 2...1!" Then Rikers lips are on mine
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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bad liar | r5+selena gomez+panic! at the disco
Fanfiction"you hate me!" *rewriting* i wrote this when i was 12
