30: The Kid

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by tpwkangel

by tpwkangel

I bawled my eyes out as I thought of my daughter. I just woke up one day and I was pregnant. I couldn't remember anything. My cousin thought it was r*pe as I was out late the night before but I wasn't sure. Maybe I consented? I was drunk! I didn't remember.

I'd managed to keep it hidden and then my Dad said if I didn't put her up for adoption then he would kill her. So I did. I cry every night thinking about her.

Riker pulled me into his arms and didn't even say a word. He pulled me into his lap and we moved back and forth. Back and forth...

"I just woke up pregnant. I couldn't remember anything. And my Dad forced me into adoption or she would get killed" I sob. Then my phone rang.
TAYLOR! I answered quickly.
"Hey Sel I-" I cut her off.
"I need to see her! Where are you!?"
"we're on our way to Cali" she says
"Hurry please!! I need to see her again"
"Selena don't worry"
"That's the worst advice ever" Taylor knew i was pregnant and didn't get mad.
"Don't be rude" Riker scolds me. I roll my eyes and got off his lap.
"Fine you deal with it" I say tossing him my phone.
"Riker don't worry I know how she feels. Let her cry ok? I'll be here soon" she says. "Wait can't I talk to her?" I ask. "Sure"

THANK YOU GOD!
"Mommy?" I heard a voice in the phone
"OH MY GOD" I whisper.
"Mommy what are you doing?" She giggles.
"I miss you" I say. She laughs.
"See you soon mommy" then she ends the call. "That was a nice convo" I say getting out of the car.

"Where are you going!?" Riker exclaims
"To bed" I say walking to the house.
"Haven't you got anything to say to me?" He asks. I knew what he meant. "I love you!" I say smiling.
"I was hoping for Sorry but that works"

We say bye and I rush up to my room. Then I started crying again. I was practically screaming my head off and bawling my eyes out. I just miss her so much.

I miss Aria. That's what I named her. I miss Aria so much. I pulled my knees up to my chest and cried harder and louder. I heard footsteps rush up the stairs and the door opened. I didn't look up. But I knew who it was. Arms were wrapped round me and I cried into Rikers shoulder. He didn't even say anything. He lets me cry and cry. Then the doorbell rang.

"I'll get it" he says quickly kissing me and going downstairs. I heard talking and then Taylor came upstairs.

"Oh my god"We hug and then I look over her shoulder at Riker. He was playing with Aria. Aria. Aria... ARIA.
"Mom!" she scream
She ran to me and hugged my leg, causing me to fall. She crawled onto my stomach - carefully - and smiled.

"I missed you" she says. i sat up "ive missed you too" I hugged her. Riker and Taylor who laugh at me.
"Hey what about we make some cupcakes?" I say.
"Noooo I wanna play!" She begged.
"you can lick the bowl" I say.
"Noooo I wanna play!" She begged.
"I wanna play with Daddy" she says pointing to Riker. Oh my god...

Riker was in shock. He glanced at me. I bit my lip. Taylor nodded slightly.
"He's not your Daddy but he's my... boyfriend" I say.
"Then can Wiker be my Daddy?" She asks. Wiker!? "Uhh...its up to him"
"You talk a lot for a 3 year old" Riker says. "Will you be my Daddy?" She asks him. "I'm gonna cry" I say standing up.

"Mommys been crying for the last two hours" Riker says making Aria laugh.
"Shut up Riker" I say wiping some running mascara. Aria laughed harder.

"And then your Mommy- before he could say anything else I pushed him to the ground and hit him with my pillow.
" hits me with pillows" Riker finishes.
"Mommy it's not nice to hit people" aria giggles scolding me.
"Yeah Selena it's not nice" Riker says.
"Shut up" I say hitting him again with the pillow.