6: back to school

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by tpwkangel

by tpwkangel

i had a week off then i had to go back

I got ready for school the next day and left early. I walked there and then when I arrived Sanaa and her group started following me and being horrible. I tried to shrug it off but it hurt.

I walked away quickly and bumped into Riker.
"Hey Sel" he says smiling at me.
"Hi" I say quickly before I walked straight past him and hurried to my lesson even though it wasn't time to go in get. "Selena wait!" I didn't reply. The words Sanaa said repeated in my head.

Kill yourself

Worthless slut

ugly

A tear rolled down my cheek but I wiped it away quickly. I walked faster and faster but my arm got pulled back and I was cornered.

"Oh err.. Hi Riker" I stammer staring down at my muddy converse.
"Selena what's bugging you?" He asks.
"Nothing!" I lie, not looking at him.
He tilted my chin up with his finger. Then I had to look at his hypnotising eyes.
"Tell me. Please" he asks again.

A tear rolled down my cheek. .
"Hey don't cry" he said sadly.
He wiped my tears away and hugged me. He let me have my little cry then I just said the stupidest lie ever.
"I'm fine just super tired"
"Selena you always say that. Did Sanaa say something?" He asks. I shook my head. He knows I'm lying anyway.
"What did she say?" He asks.
"S-she told me to kill myself and said they no one loved me and that I'm ugly. But it's the truth and-" he cut me short.

"Selena your pretty. No beautiful. No! Your flawless. Your the most gorgeous girl I've ever met. don't you dare put yourself down. your life is worth so much. that bitch is jealous because so many people love you" He says. I tiptoed and kissed his cheek. I pull away. "your so sweet" He smiled at me. "Everthings gonna be okay. I'm here for you" he says "Thanks Riker"
Then the bell rang and we went to class.

"Can i ask you something?" we were sitting in Art, painting boring stuff. "sure" i look at him. "i know this is kind of soon and stuff uh but i'm in love with you. and i hate not being able to hold you and kiss you.... will you go out with me?" he asks.

people were staring. "what!? assholes!?" i exclaim. the teacher scolded me as everyone turned around. i turned to riker. "i'd love to" a few people awes making me go red.

we headed out of school and found rydel. we were holding hands which made me smile. "i'm so happy you two are together! do not hurt her Riker!" she said. we all laughed. "wanna go shopping? i need some new clothes" i said to her. the government paid for shit for me as i was adopted and stuff.

she agreed. i texted the guys and then riker drove us to the mall. we thanked him and headed out. but after shopping for two hours we headed home. surprisingly two hours.

i got home and put my stuff away then got into some chill clothes (shorts, a hoodie and sliders). "hi hoes!" i jump onto the couch. "we are not hoes!" spencer exclaimed. "dude! language!" ryan scolded him. "you all swear" i say. "that's different. i can't have my loved one swearing" he jokes. "oh i've been replaced?" z berg walked in and we all laughed.

then my phone rang. i went to my room and got it. "hello?" i said. "he's not really into you! he hates you!" a voice yelled. "woah what the hell!?" i exclaim, going downstairs. "he's already cheating on you! so don't get your hopes up!" oh. fucking sanaa. "how the fuck did you get my number? i don't give it to uncultured swines!" i exclaim, siting next to brendon who was laughing at me.

"break up with him! why would anyone wanna date you!?" she exclaimed. "woah hold up bitch. he asked ME. i didn't ask him. so excuse me but ding dong! your opinion is fucking wrong!" i ended the call and stormed away.
"selena-" "leave me alone!"

i felt bad for yelling at brendon. but i was pissed. i sat on the steps of the house thinking. was she right?? i wasn't all special. i decided to text riker.

me: your ex likes stirring :)
riker: and that's my problem?
me: woah wtf i never said that

"what's up?" jon came and sat next to me. "im upset as people think it's okay to stir trouble up oh and then blame ME!? like bitch what!?" i exclaim. "when your pissed it's good to go for a walk. bye" he went into the kiss and shut the door. "thanks?" i got up and walked.

i put my earphones in and blasted the weeknd. me and riker were text arguing. then i bumped into someone. "i'm sorry!" then i saw who it was "or maybe not" i shrug and walk past him. "what the fuck is up with you?" he asks me. "i asked you one thing and you blow some bullshit!" i exclaimed. "me!? you accused me!" he said. "i didn't! i fucking asked! geez!"

after some more stupid arguing i just went. i couldn't be bothered to argue with this dickhead. i came back and saw only brendon was awake. it was only six... "where'd you go?" he asked me. "out. and then i saw an asshole" i say. he chuckled. "sorry about before" i said. "meh it's fine. you can go to bed if you want. the guys are all tired out" he said. "i probably will. see ya" "night gorgeous" i went red as he said that.