Kylo Ren x Reader (Discontinued)

Ben Solo

Kylo's POV:
I couldn't believe (Y/N) had that necklace still, I mean after all these years, and what had become of me, I thought she'd get rid of it. Clearly I was wrong. The thing that shocked me most though was that she almost died to keep it, I mean I knew Ben meant a lot to her, but I didn't think I- he meant that much to her. I looked to find (Y/N) fast asleep next to me, I so badly wanted to know what she was dreaming so I decided to enter her mind.

Your POV:
Dream:
It was like any other day for you, you had just finished your studies and went to Ben's room. Ben had been gone for awhile now and you missed him so much, you couldn't wait for him to come back from his training. But, you always kept Ben's room clean, so when he did return he wouldn't arrive to a messy and dusty room. Ben's room was huge though and there was always something to be done in it. You were in the middle of dusting off some of Ben's books when you heard a knock at the door. You thought it was one of the, servants coming to tell you it was time for dinner, but were suprised when you saw your adopted family looking at you sadly. You put on a gorgeous smile that was known to light up a room, and then said "Why, do you all look so sad? Has something happened?" you were worried now. Leia was the first to speak and said " Dear, it's about Ben," your smile immeaditally dropped " What about Ben, has he been hurt?" you asked your voice filling with concern "Something like that kid," Han said, head bent down. "What happened?," you were on the edge of tears when C3-PO said " Princess (Y/N), I'm afraid Ben Solo, has turned to the dark side." This put you over the edge you fell to your knees and started sobbing, uncontrollably Leia immeaditally went and fell by your side and pulled you into a tight hug. You immeaditally clutched your necklace and tried to say through the tears " Why, why did he have to leave? He promised he'd come back so he could keep me safe." You kept crying until you almost fell asleep, Leia stayed at your side through it all, she never knew Ben meant so much to you until now. "Leia?," you asked, the crying had subsided to sniffling now. "Yes, (Y/N)," she asked rubbing your back " can I stay in Ben's room, there's still so much that has to be done, and...." You said trailing off "Of, course Dear, I'd think Ben want that." Leia said " Really?" you asked " Yes, now come along its time for dinner." When suddenly you had started hearing someone calling your name.
End of dream:

You then woke up to Kylo staring at you, you couldn't quit read his expression on his face, but he kinda looked sad. You couldn't help your self, you immeaditally went and nuzzled up against his chest. He stiffened at what you did and was about to move away when you said " Please, don't move, it could be the least you could do after you killed my Ben, and left me to think he was coming back, for me like he promised. I have lied to my heart all these years, telling myself that Ben will come back, even though he's long gone. And now all that's left is you, you who has his face, his eyes, and his body. But your not really Ben, your just someone else that has his body. So please let me just lay with the man I called my friend, the man that I loved and cared for, and the man who broke my heart to a million pieces when I learned of what happened to him. Just this once." Kylo slowly relaxed, he wrapped his arms around as you fell asleep.

Kylo's POV:
As soon as (Y/N) fell asleep I couldn't help but remeber what she had just said to me, and what I saw when I entered her mind. I never knew she would clean my room. Nor did I know, I broke her heart when I turned. I felt tears fall down my cheeks as I laid there holding (Y/N) in my arms, I had once promised to keep her safe from harm when really, I was the one harming her. I know I never deserved her but, knowing she till loves Ben, made me make a huge decision. Right before I fell asleep I whispered in her ear " I'll try my best to bring, Ben back to you. I never knew I hurt you that bad, and now I'll try my best to bring him back, you have my word." I soon fell fast asleep, with (Y/N) in my arms.