Unpredictable 》h.s.

Chapter 12

I melt into his kiss. He is so gentle as he places his hand on the small of my back and turn us around so now I am on top. "Your so beautiful" he whispers in between kisses and my heart melt. I kiss him harder not wanting to let this feeling go. I love this side of him that I've grown to know so far, he is caring when he wants to be but right now, that was only in private. He is completely different in public, when I'm around Calum.

I brake apart our kiss and lay my head on his shoulder.

"Are you okay?" he asks in the most sweet tone and to be honest it brakes my heart a little. I feel a tear roll down my cheak and down my nose before it drops onto his shirt and I just nod yes.

We lay like that for awhile as he holds me close to his body until I get up without looking at him and go to the bathroom and lock the door. I sit in silence, I am upset. I've only known Harry for about a week and I've already kissed him. This isn't good. I don't really know him at all, but he's been the only one there for me. I don't even know what to think about this. What are we? I don't want to be just another girl to him and I don't want this to be a one time thing. I dont ever want that sith anyone. But I like kissing him, his lips are so soft and gentle against mine, I couldn't say no even if I wanted too.

I am torn right down the middle between what I should do and what I wanted to do. But I don't want to dwell on it anymore than I have to so I opened the door and go back into his bedroom.

He is sitting up in the middle of his bed with his head in his hands. I climb on the bed with him and move his arms, sitting in between his legs with my legs behind him, cradling his lap. I wrap my arms around his torso, holding him closely. We don't say anything, just hold each other. I'm on the verge of falling asleep but my mind is still racing. I feel his arms become more limp, once again, implying that he probably fell asleep. I let go of his body and try putting his head on his pillow and cover him up the best I could but I don't have that much strength in order to actually lift him so it is what it is.

I grab my things and head back home.

I don't want anything more to happen than what already has. I don't know what's happening between Calum and Harry therefor I'm not going to let anything happen between me and Harry. Not anymore.