Chapter 20

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I looked at her with gleaming eyes.

She spoke.

"I think you seem happy with them, I am making the best choice for you and I choose to keep you there. I promise I will visit you as much as I can, you do not know how hard this is for me. I am so very sorry. I am only doing this because I love you."

"you do not love me! You wouldn't have done this to me if you loved me." I screamed.

I was so mad. My emotions bursted with anger. I hated her.

If she truly loved me she would have had me go through me. Thought were sprinting in my head trying to get out. Was she really going to do this? She was going to make me live with that girl. I wish she would know. I wish everything just made sense. Who would want to live with a girl who is trying to kill me's sister? I couldn't believe my ears.

"Sweetheart," She spoke calmly. "I tried. I wish you could be in my situation and know how hard this is for me." She said.

i didn't want to speak. I just wanted to run away and lay down and cry. And cry. And cry. Why would she do this to me? I didn't do anything to her, except almost kill her... but i wasnt me. It wasn't. I wish everything would make sense.

"Listen, they will be better with you. I can't do  much, i don't earn much money with my job, if you stay with me for one more day i wont have enough money. I'm sorry. I am trying to make the right decision." 

I loved my mom. I loved her so much! But why would she do this? She said that i would pack today and i would get dropped off at about noon. I glanced at the house one more time. I couldn't imagine myself living there... Forever.

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Yes, yes. I know it is short. I thought it was the right time to end it. AND I AM SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN MONTHS!! I have school now so i wont be able to update daily BUT I will try my hardest to update every weekend... But there will be more coming soon... I have some great ideas! Please check back, i promise i will update in the most of a week... sorry for keeping you waiting!

Love Ya'll!

Jordyn <3

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