Where's My Baby?

The Past

NOTE: IN THIS CHAPTER WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENED IN BEYONCE'S PAST RELATIONSHIP WITH KYLE THE GUY KELLY KEEPS GOING ON ABOUT!  ( i hope you enjoy this update)

*one year ago (beyonce's 15)

BEYONCE'S POV*

 i've been dating this guy for like 3 months, his name is Kyle and he's in my math class. i've had a crush on him ever since year 7. he's that sporty guy and EVERY girl and i mean EVERY girl wants to date him, he is HOT! i'm not really sure how tall he is but he's taller than me, black guy, brown eyes and smooth plump lips. whats not to like about him? on the outside...

all the girls are jealous, but they dont know him inside.....

Kyle seemed like a nice guy before we started dating, but ever since we stared dating he's a different person. he always wants me with him at all times, and when i'm not with him he wants to talk to me, if not over the phone, he's texting me constantly. and i'm really getting tired of it. its like he's so controlling, and i aint having no boy or man control me.

*Sunday May 5th*

BBM*

Kyle: Beyonce where you at?!!

Beyonce: I'm at home, you know that already! 

Kyle: don't get smart with me!

Beyonce: whatever Kyle.... 

Kyle: i just need you to come round i want to show you something

Beyonce: now?

Kyle: yes now!! now hurry up before my parents come back!!!

Beyonce: okay i'm on my way.....

End Chat*

i didn't like how Kyle talked to me and i told him that, but i didn't want to make him angry , he's not a nice person when he's angry  thats why i do what he says.....

*Beyonce arrives at Kyles house*

'bout time bitch hurry up and get in' Kyle said not even looking at me. i really need to leave him

'the buses were slow' i calmly replied

'yeah, whatever, the surprise is in my room.....'

'okay.. aren't you gonna bring it down?'

' noooo, because we have to go up'

*beyonce rolls eyes and follows Kyle up the stairs to his room*

*kyle opens the door and beyonce walks in first*

' i don't see the surprise' i try looking around the room but i don't see anything

*locks the door* 'oh you'll find it soon' kyle turned the lights down low. now i was starting to feel really uncomfortable

'Kyle what are you doing?'

'just relax beyonce, and do what i say... okay?'  i really don't want to do what he says

'listen Kyle we need to talk, i just don't.....' i could sense Kyle close to me

'take off your clothes' he whispered into my ear

'no! Kyle listen i don't want to.....'

'what did you just say? NO!' he voice grew louder

'KYLE I DON'T WANT TO DATE YOU ANYMORE' i managed to scream out. now i'm really scared.

'you don't want to be with me? BITCH! you wont listen to me? BITCH! no imma tell you one more time and if i hear the wrong answer someone's getting hurt again.... GOT IT! now, take off your clothes beyonce' 

i am really scared for my life at the moment. if i do it then he would want me to have sex and i'm only 15, but if i don't do it then he'll hurt me again....

'no.....' i whispered

'What was that beyonce?'

'No...' i said it a little bit louder

Kyle came up to my face and grabbed it

'okay beyonce, your choice but you better not scream or i'll just hurt you even more......'

once he said that he started slapping me and punching my, i tried to scream but he was grabbing my neck too tight i couldnt breathe. he threw me around the room and carried on punching me. he did not say a word whilst he was hitting me. it was like he was a diferent person when he was hitting m. he threw me on the bed and jumped on top of me i managed to scream but Kyle just slapped me around the face again. he ripped my shirt open.     i felt violated.          my arms were free so i started hitting him, but i wasn't effecting what he was doing.  i gathered all my strength and punched him in the head as hard as i could

'the fuck you hit me for beyonce!?' i rubbed his head this was my chance and i hit him again

i didn't really care about him anymore. whilst he was distracted by the bump i Left on his head, i pushed him off of me and kicked him in the balls. i unlocked the door and ran out. my top was ripped open but i didn't care i just needed to get out of his house!!  Tears were falling down my face, i didn't know what was going on! my face was hurt from where he slapped me so many times. i decided to call my mum to come pick me up, i wasn't going home on a bus looking like this

*Phone Call*

' mum i really need you to come pick me up' i was still crying

'Beyonce whats the matter? are you crying? where are you?'

'i'm outside McDonald's i really need you to come quick' still crying 

'beyonce what happened?'

'i'l tell you later just hurry!!! and come alone!'

*End off phone call*

now i felt real pain in my arms,legs,back.. everywhere

after i called my mum i called the police and told them what happened the police immediately came, went to Kyles house and arrested him.

i told my mum what happened, she took me to the hospital and got me checked out for any internal damage... i was fine.  we decided not to tell my dad until we knew how long Kyle's sentence was... he got 10 years. when we told my dad he FLIPPED OUT! he didn't talk to me for about a week. but i know he just wants the best for me. and i know he was angry that we didnt tell him sooner. he probably would've killed Kyle....

NOW*

well what happened in the past was a really hard time in my life and not something i like to bring up, so it really annoys me when Kelly brings his name up in conversations. Shawn is nothing like Kyle! he actually loves me!! i trust Shawn more than anything and i really do love him, and to hear my dad says he like him too, means that he trusts Shawn too. 

Shawn doesn't know about my past..... 

i guess if i am pregnant, which i don't think i am, i'll have to tell him, but for now he doesn't need to know...............

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