His Hazel Eyes

Chapter 6

"KASPER!" I shoot up to see the dad look pretty pissed at me. I look over at my door to see the door knob bashed off.

"Y-yes?" I ask shaking "WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO LOCK THAT DOOR!" he yells getting in my face.,I feel my eyes start to water as I start to shake uncontrollably, he grabs my shoulders making me look at him and smacks me across the face and I feel my cheek split open.

"GET DRESSED AND GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" he yells walking out of my room slamming the door hard. I stay on my bed shaking and trying to calm down.

I get up and change into black skinny jeans, a grey three days grace t-shirt, and head to my bathroom to fix my face. I wipe off the little amount of blood that was on my cheek from the cut and do my hair, make up.

I decide to just leave you cut alone, if anyone asks I'll just tell them I fell. I put on my socks and my black converse, grabbing my bag and phone then practically running out the front door.

As I get further from the house I relax and put in my ear buds humming along to Get Scared 'Never forget the sun love'.

"KASPER!" I jump and chuck my phone into the middle of the street I turn and see Emily with the guys.

I look in the street and see my phone get run over "No!" I yell as the car drives away. "Kasper, I'm so sorry!" Emily runs up to me and I look at her she gasps "What happened to your cheek!?!" she asks moving my hair back.

I move back from her "Nothing! I-I just fell." I look up and see Gerard looking at me I just put my head down looking at my shoes "Oh, okay." Emily says "I'm so sorry about your phone." she says.

"It's fine." I say still not looking up "You can get a new one right?" she asks "N-no" I say, I turn around and start to walk away not really wanting to talk anymore.

I mean Emily is my friend but today I just feel down. You know when you have those days, you just don't want to talk to anyone or really do anything at all.

When I get to school I go to my locker and put my bag in it. I start heading down to the changing rooms. When I walk out I see Frank and Emily talking and when they see me Emily runs up to me hugging me.

"I'm so sorry please don't hate me!" She says. I hug her back "I'm not mad at you, I'm just not really feeling well today." I explain and she lets go, stepping back.

"Oh, okay. I hope you feel better." she says then the coach tells us to start our laps.

Frank comes up to me at the last lap "Are you sure your okay?" he asks looking at my cut "I'm fine, I'm just a little down today." I give a fake smile as we stop, catching are breath.

"Okay, I'll see you at art!" he says as the bell rings and we all go to change.

After lunch I head to art and I'm the first one there, so I just sit in my seat with my head down. I hear more and more people walk in and I just ignore them.

"Hey freak." some snobby girl says. I just keep my head down "Hey, dumb ass!" she yells grabbing my hair and pulling it up making me look at her "What!" I yell being forced to stand up as she pulls harder.

"Don't yell at me!" she slaps me hard on the cheek that already has the cut, I feel it start to bleed. I push her away from me backing up against the wall.

She walked around the table along with two other girls. She got in my face "Your a nobody, a worthless piece of shit that no one cares about, do everyone a favor and kill yourself." She says quietly so that only me and the people that are close enough can hear.

"Alright break it up!" the teacher yells and everyone goes back to there seats. I see Frank and Gerard standing at our table. I look down and practically run out of the class room.

I hear small laughs and the teacher yelling for me to come back. I go to my locker seeing the hall completely empty. I lean against it feeling hot tears roll down my face making my cut sting more.

I put my hand up to it just to feel it burn more I take it away and look down at it to see blood on my hand. I turn and open my locker grabbing a napkin from the front pocket of my bag and holding it to my face.

'I am worthless.' I think to myself and then something falls out of my bag. I pick it up and see its a photo, of me and mom... I start to feel more tears fall as I look at it.

I put it in my jacket pocket, grabbing my bag and going to the girl bathroom. I go to the sink and wash off my cheek and clean up my make up that smeared from me crying.

'I'm not staying here.' I decide to just leave school early but I'm not going home, I'm just going to go to the park. No ones. Ever there, well expect for the guys but they don't come until after school.

When I walk out of the bathroom I see Frank, Emily and Gerard standing  a little bit to the right of it down the hall more. I turn left and start my walk to the front doors of the school not really caring if they where looking for me or not.