His Hazel Eyes

Chapter 5

When I walk in I don't see him on the couch passed out like he usually would be. I still shut the door quietly just in case, as I walk further into the house I start to hear voices.

I walk up the stairs hearing the voices get closer as I continue to walk. I stop at my fathers door when I hear something I NEVER wanted to ever hear. Moans.

Loud as heck moans, I feel sick. I walk away and head into my room shutting the door. I set down my things and sigh. Well it could be worse, he could be trying to bring me into it... again. Yeah, lets not get into that.

"Kasper!" I hear my father yell.

I step out of my room to see him right in front of my door with only his underwear on.

"Yes?" I ask.

"Get out." he says bluntly.

"What?" he grabs my door slamming it open the rest of the way and getting in my face.

"Get out of my house!" he yells, I can smell the thick liquor in his breath.

I grab my phone and run down the steps before he can do anything else. When I get outside I shut the door and hear it lock.

My dad cusses at the door calling me names knowing I can hear him. After a while of me just standing there trying to calm myself, I decide to go to the park.

When I get there I see Frankie, Gerard and Mikey all sitting at the picnic table I first saw Gerard at the day we moved in. I turn to walk away hoping they didn't see me, but Frank calling my name proves I failed that attempt.

I walk over to them standing by the table, "Hey." I say quietly.

"I didn't know you can here!" Frank says.

"Well we did just meet today" I remind him and he laughs.

"Right, well sit down with us!" he yanks on my arm pulling me into a sit by him.

"So how was your first day at hell?" he asks with a stupid smile on his face.

I laugh a little "Well, I met you guys soo.." Everyone laughs and Frankie crosses his arms and pouts.

I look over and see Gerard glued to his sketch book, he looks like he had a small smile for a second until Mikey said that his going to head home.

"Alright." Gerard mumbles.

"Bye Kasper!" Mikey says waving.

Frank and me talk for a little until his mom calls telling him he has to go home. He gives me a bone crushing hug then tells me and Gerard goodbye and walks off.

It falls into a awkward silents after that until Gerard sighs and closes his sketch book getting up and walking away.

I look down at the picnic table feeling a little upset. What did I do to him?

I just sit at the park until it get pretty dark out and I start to head home. When I get there I check the front door and see its still locked.

I go to the back and try that door, luckily it's unlocked so I quietly open and close it try to be quite and tip toe, run up to my room.

I shut and lock the door leaning against it. I relax a little and walk over to my bed flopping down onto it face first.

Why does it seem like Gerard hates me? I didn't do anything to make him mad at me, did I? We all just met, so I can't have!

I look at the time to see its almost 7, I'm pretty hungry but I'm not going to risk my father seeing me.

I kick off my shoes and lay back on my bed trying to ignore the fight going on in my stomach for lack of food.

I soon start to feel my eyes get heavy and I relax a bit more feeling myself slip into a dreamless sleep.