I woke up this morning to the sound of my alarm. I hit the snooze button and rolled out the bed. I had a breakfast date with Tai this morning. I walked to the shower and grabbed my body wash. I lathered up and quickly hopped out. I walked out with my robe and on and marched to my closet. I picked out my black leather shorts and a leather shirt to match. I paired it with my white huaraches and my black and gold louis bag. I put on my gold hoops and just settled on lipgloss. I put my hair in a high ponytail and sprayed my Chanel n°5 perfume on. When i was finished dressing, i went downstairs to see Gina sitting on the counter laughing on the phone. As soon as she saw me she left the room. I rolled my eyes and sat at the table waiting for Tai.
*30 minutes later*
The bell rang and i ran to the door. I opened it and a smile appeared on my face. Tai smiled back at me and grabbed my waist into a hug. He kissed my neck then traveled it to my lips as i hugged him back. He deepened the kiss and i grabbed his face. He broke away and i pulled his face back for more. I felt him smile against my lips and i pulled away giggling. He began planting soft gentle kisses on my lips and neck. I let a soft moan and he chuckled breaking away as he grabbed my hand leading me down to his royal blue wrapped ferrari. He opened the door for me and i slipped in. He jogged around the side and got in and sped off.
Before i knew it we pulled up to Coldstone.
" ice cream for breakfast Tai?" I asked raising my eyebrow at him
"Hell yea, problem?" He asked grabbing my hand as we walked inside. I stuck my tongue out at him and he slapped my ass causing me yell out in pain. I gave him an evil look and he laughed throwing his hands up in surrender.
"What can i get you guys" the cashier asked
"What you want baby" I asked looking back at him
"You" he whispered in my ear causing my mouth to drop as he pushed his body on mine causing me to lean over on the counter. I slapped his hand and he pinched my ass.i turned around and mugged him and he threw his hands up and stepped from behind me.
"Give me the Vanilla ice cream with extra caramel and snickers bites " Tai said to the cashier. She typed the order in and looked at me
"That sounds so good but i want the cotton candy" i said pointing at the menu
"Give my baby the same order i have as well as the cotton candy icecream" Tai told her
"With extra gummy bears" i added in. Tai looked down at me and smirkd at me. He bent down and planted a kiss on my lips before turning his attention back on the cashier
"That'll be $28.50" she said. Tai handed her a $50 and told her to keep the change. We got our icecream and sat down. We took our time eating and talked. I looked down at my phone which read 1:30
"I have to meet my mom at 3, can you take me pleaseeeeeeeee Tai" i begged. He chuckled before nodding his head.
"347-858-2969" i told him. He looked at me confused before nodding and typing it in his phone
"347-223-1510" he told me. I typed it in my phone as well.
" its official" Tai said laughing
"I know baby" i said chuckling
"You're name is Tai Tai with heart emojis in my phone. Whats my name bae?" I asked like a little child
"Baby with a ring emoji" he said with a straight face. I looked at him and he cracked the sexiest smile before winking at me. I blushed and smiled back
"Lets go, i wanna get you there early baby" he said standing up and helping me up. I grabbed our trash and put it in the garbage.
We walked to the car hand in hand. He helped me in and waisted no time getting in and speeeding off.
*******
"Ok well hello to you both, now im going to start with questions from wayyyyy back in the beginning" Jamie , our therapist said. We nodded our heads in agreement. Jamie looked back and forth between my mother , who was sitting acros the room and me.
"Tiana what age did you lose your virginity? And tell me how it happened" Jamie asked me.
"Umm 13. I lost it to my then boyfriend Andrew. I did it because everyone else had done it and i thought i loved him and it was fun when i did it" i said staring at her
"WHAT!!!" My mother yelled out with tears rolling down her face. She jumped out her seat and ran to the door. I rolled my eyes at her dramatic routine
" Karla" Jamie yelled out stopping her
"You wont be able resolve anything by running out all the time, you have to face it" jamie said signaling my mother to ait back down
"Amen" i said folding my arms
"Tiana stop, she's your mother, she's hurt" jamie said cutting her eyes at me. I rolled my eyes and sunk down in the couch.
"Now what exactly happened when y'all had sex, what moves did yall do" jamie asked writing on her note pad
"Personal much" i said with an attitude. She looked up at me and tapped her pen on the desk
"I sucked his dick, he ate me out, he hit it from behind and we 69'd" i said crossing my legs. I could hear the loud sobs of my mother from across the room. I rolled my eyes and let out a heavy sigh
" why did you do that" jamie asked
"To hurt my mother" i said cutting her a look
"Why"
"Because she's inconsiderate and she hurt me and she wasnt a good mother" I said
"What do you mean inconsiderate"
"She had more than one abortion, she kept saying she was going to give me siblings and she knew I wanted them but out of nowhere she killed them and just told me to get over it and she was never there for me emotionally" i said as tears began rolling down my face. Jamie handed me a tissue and i wiped my face
"Sounds like you're still punishing her for mistakes she's made in your childhood and you have a wall up and block her out and you're having trouble trusting and loving her" jamie said causing me to nod my head in agreement. My mother looked at me with tears rolling down her face and pain in her eyes.
"Karla why are you here, what is it that hinders you from being close to Tiana" jamie asked looking at her
"Well she never respected me and she always blocked me out of her life. She keeps me at a distance and there's no talking to her selfish ass" my mother spoke looking at me
"Fuck you" i spat out. Jamie snapped her head at me and raised her finger. She looked back at my mother and nodded her head
"Seems like she's giving you what you gave her. She's being selfish to your needs and wants like you did her. She's distancing you because you seemed to always be less than a mother in her life and she doesnt want to hear anything from you because she feels like youre trying to right your continuous wrongs" jamie said making me applaud her diagnosis. My mother just sat there crying and i rolled my eyes at her.
"Well im glad we started somewhere, we'll continue and dig deeper next meeting" jamie said standing up walking to the door. I jumped up and walked out the office to the elevator.
"The next meeting is next week same time" my mother called out to me. I waved her off and stepped on the elevator. I met Tai outside and we drove off.
