Becoming Me

Blowing chunks

I ran out of the kitchen Derek followed but he wasn't running like I was I ran into the bathroom and kneeled down by the toilet and stuck my hand down my throat trying to make myself throw up.
"What are you doing? I mean I guess you could loose some weight but it's not the best way to do it." Derek said actually looking concerned, I got up and slapped in the back of his head, "no you retard I don't want to have drugs in my system." I said kneeling back down.
"What are you talking about?" Derek said questioning oh no the cocaine is getting to Derek I grabbed Derek's arm and pulled him down, " quick try to throw up the drugs before it actually affects you." I said trying to stuck my hand down his throat for him.
"What no I don't have drugs in my system my mom just use to tell me to call the Parmesan cheese cocaine because she was a recovering addict and she couldn't eat anything without thinking there was drugs in it so I just got use to calling it that but I can't believe you were really gonna stick your hand down my throat." Derek said making me laugh because I couldn't believe that I tried to do that either.
"Uh what are you guys doing?" Brandon says looking betrayed at Derek.
"Oh nothing just a little mishap." Derek said getting up," well I have to leave." Derek says leaving faster than expected.
"I thought you liked Zach!" Brandon asks dramatically.
"I do why do you think I don't?" I yelled back but I think I know why he asks that.
"Because you've just been spending so much time with Derek and now you guys are in he bathroom together that seems like a crush to me!" Brandon says back at me.
"And if we did why would it matter not saying I like him because I don't?" I said trying sound bigger than him but it's obviously not working.
"Because it just not right you and," Brandon was cut off by the front door being opened ," kids were home!" I hear my mom say.
"We'll finish this later." Brandon says getting up.
"There's nothing to finish." I say also getting up to greet my parents. The rest of the night is death glares from Brandon and stories from my parents of there trip.