Becoming Me

Slut Whore whats the difference?

My alarm went off I nearly fell out of bed I grabbed my phone to shut off the alarm it has been 3 weeks since the little incident and Zach and Brandon both weren't at school those three weeks because they got suspended. Thia will be there first day back, I can already smell the tension in the air yay. I got up put clothes on got in the car it was my week to drive so I had to drop off Brandon to. This day just gets better and better.
I got in the car Brandon was already in there,"hey how was your morning so far?" Brandon asked it has been,well three weeks since I actually talked to Brandon because I was frustrated myself with all of this chaos.
"Umm it is okay." I lied I just wanted to get to school and not have to have awkward conversations with people but no one said life was easy.
We got school I walked off in a different direction than Brandon I wasn't going to deal with that, my thoughts were interrupted ,"go ahead and have my sloppy seconds you whore!" Clarissa sad pushing me into the lockers.
"Im not the whore because everyone knows you and brother were doing shit while you were dating zach ,whore!" I said regretting every word because I know she could beat me up.
"Excuse me but," I cut her off," your excused now go walk along your slutty path"I said not waiting for response and walked into science.
I walked in and see Zach sitting down writing on his paper. I didn't know if I was excited to see him or not I mean it has been 3 weeks so much could have changed like he got into drugs and became an escort for men.... Nah.
"Hey how have you been." I said sitting down scooting close to him as he was writing down notes for the test he missed.
"Well my life has been like shit the only thing that really keeps me from falling is knowing that I get to sit next to you every morning" Zach said looking me straight in my eye giving me the shivers.
I looked him straight in the eye and gushed out random words in the language of retard.
God I swear when can I catch a break