HandPrints

Is anything really normal?

 I felt someone was choking me the further I walked, I couldn't breathe and I was getting slightly light headed. I tried to calm my heartbeat as I followed his brother into the forest. What did he have to say to me that was possibly more important then The break up that just happened less then ten minutes ago?

 I felt like rolling up in a ball and crying for endless hours because I felt like he took my last bit of happiness with him. My tiny thread of normal in my life that was holding me up. I felt lost. It was like I was running, and wondering through a pitch black world. I couldn't see or feel anything other then pain without my sunshine. This was crushing me.

  His twin finally came to a halt and looked at me with excitement dancing in his eyes. Cheeky grin spreading across his face as the silence lengthened. He crossed his legs - apple sauce style.

 "You know my family has a secret. The very thing that Billy's not telling you," He said. The love of my life's name broke something in me once I realized there would be no more us.

 "And what would that be?"I whipsered not really knowing what to say.

 "My family we... Shift into another form. Ya know a werewolves."He said in his boyish voice. "It sucks that I died though. Billy got my alpha position instead of me!" I wanted to start laughing but my body was to tense to do that. Everything he said before made sense. Even the footprints and the mutant Wolf in the woods. Wait! Stop! None of this existed!

 But you can see ghost and summon the dead, right? Then why wouldn't werewolves and vampires exist, too?

 I wanted to cry, scream, shout to him that he was lying but everything seemed to be against me. He seemed to be telling the truth but I would much rather go with the idea of me being insane. Crazy, a freak but wasn't I already all of those things?

 "Is it just your family that is a werewolves?"

 "What? Oh, No you would be surprised how many of my kind walks among yours."I gulped, frozen in place. How many of them exist!

 "Ronnie! Baby, where are you?"A familar voice shouted desperatly. I turned to his brother as I started to hear footsteps.

 "Good luck,"He smiled before disappearing altogether.

"Billy."I said quietly knowing he would hear me.

 He rounded the corner his face full of agony as he looked at me.

 "i can explain."He whispered stepping closer to me- his hands out stretched to me. I stepped back.

 "Then show me,"I said quietly not trusting my voice. Confusion crossed his features as he stared at me.

"What?"

 "Shift for me."I watched him, hoping he wouldn't diniy it.

 "I.. I.. Ronnie.."His voice came out strangled, indicison clear on his face.

 "This is you last chance, Billy and I mean it."I whispered on the verge of crying.

 His face hardened and I could tell he had mad of his mind so I waited for him to voice it. Praying, He would make the right choice.

  I held my breath as he slowly stripped of his clothes until he was standing there naked in his tone body, watching my every move. I just looked at his face wanting to enjoy his beauty for another time. I would of blushed like crazy if the situation were different.

 He grabbed my hands, holding them in his firm grasp, locking my eyes with his own as he whispered the words that changed my world.

 "Ronnie, I'm a werewolf and your my soul mate."His voice husky, as he stepped back and shifted.

  The movement was swift and quick like it has been practiced a million times before. His giant form dropped on all fours, looking majestic and mysterious. His fur was a glossy midnight black coat the enveloped his body in darkness. His eyes hard as he watched me like he was waiting for me to scream, run away in fear but I didn't.

 I stood there, motionless frozen in shock as his words buzzed through my mind.

 Soul mate.

 Was that why I loved him the first time I saw him. Why I felt sparks go through my body by his touch? Why I would risk my life to protect him and rather die then be without him? i was in love with someone that was made just for me. I was never really alone in the world. I had him all along. Just waiting for me.

 I wanted to cry because there was really nothing normal in my life. I would never be a care free teenager who's drama was getting rejected, picked on, or stabbed in the back by a old friend. No, I could see the dead and control it, was in love with a werewolf that was in fact my mate while I was human. Not only was he captain of the football team but a alpha of a pack. Yep, nothing normal there.

 I needed to accept that for what ever reason I was choosen to live this life and I needed to start playing the part.

 I couldn't stop the tears that finally started running down my face. Nothing made sense and I didn't know what to do. I was drowning in confusion and pain as I closed my eyes and took it like a man.

 Warm arms rapped around me and I knew they were Billy's instantly. I buried my head in his chest as he whispered comforting words.

 "I won't ever hurt you, I promise, You don't have to be scared of me."He breathed.

 I pushed him away and stepped back looking at him. Hurt splashed his face.

 "Why would I be afraid of you,"I choked.

 "Because I'm a monster."

  I started laughing, crashing him in a hug,"I love you so much Billy and I accept what you are. Why didn't you tell me sooner?" His arms tightened around me.

 "You don't hate me?"

 "Nope,"I popped the 'p'.

 "I.. I don't know."he stuttered then a grin spread across his face."You still Love me, even though I'm a monster?"

 "Of course I do and your not a monster. Your the most beautiful creature i have ever seen."I mumbled as I crashed my lips to his. They tasted so sweet and tender against my lips that I forgot how much I missed them. How much I needed him. He picked me up bridle style and I could feel him moving but I didn't open my eyes to peek. He traced my lower lip with his tongue asking for entry and I let him in. Feeling his tongue massage mine.

 He laid me down and I opened my eyes in shock to see we were in his room, laying on his bed. He got on top of me, supporting his weight with his arms. I could feel how excited he was downstairs and I was burning with need. I wanted him connected to me and to love me like no one else could. I pulled away and looked at him as he laid his forehead against mine. The love for this person before me was the one I wanted to be my first. I could feel the love for him coursing through me I needed him so much. To support me for the rest of my life and to care for me. To hold me every night in his arms and plant me with kisses.

 "God, Billy I want you to make love to me." He smiled.

 "That would make you mine, forever,'He said huskily.

 "That's all I'm asking for."I whispered.

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