HandPrints

(Ronnie)

 I watched him walk away with my mouth open and in my opinion looking like a complete idiot. Why would he just walk away like that and leave me all alone. Did I say or do anything wrong? A sudden rush of coldness chilled me when I realized my personal heater wasn't here to make me shine. I felt like I was left in the shadows and that's never a good feeling for a condition like mine.

  I decided that missing school was healthy for today considering how it started off. My feet started traveling towards my house and even though it was a long walk. I needed the time to think. The school was soon behind me and I found the light California breeze to my likings. The familiar confines of the town passed me as I walked at my normal pace.

  Sadly, I realized how accustomed and attached to billy I was and in such a fast time. He obviously did not feel the same way and that twisted my heart in so many ways. i only wanted him to be with me because it felt natural. As easy as breathing.

  Being so absorbed in him was unhealthy and obsessive. he never left my thought, dreams, and I was always aware of him in some corner in my subconscious.

  And of course their was no reason for him to like or love me for any reason. I was crazy, insane, and probably in someway dangerous.  Everything good about me was always weighed out by the bad. I was positive I was going to hell if I could see demons then surely I would join them when my time came to pass away. But death scared me would I be trapped in between both dimensions like all the other soulless beings i see? Or with I simply move on?

 If I was to die it would be in my sleep. Nothing painful, I don't want to suffer while I was taking my last breaths of air. All I really wanted was peace and somehow I could feel I would die soon. As young as I may be I could tell THEY wanted me to join them and that sent chills down my spine.

  I was experiencing more encounters with ghost this past year then in my whole life. I didn't if what ever power I had was growing or if they wanted me for something. Rarely did I run into the demons that could posses my body for a short period at a time. Their strength was not strong enough to stay in the walls of my body and I personally think it has something to do with what I am.

  I needed to find out if there are others of my kind or if I was all alone.  I was desperate I needed to know what I could do. Answers. I needed answers to my questions and fast.

  My house finally came into view and I unlocked the door and stepped in.I was glad my parents weren't home so I could enjoy the silence. Honestly, I didn't know what to do with  my now free day. I dropped my book bag on the floor and walked to the white couch. Laying down and staring at the ceiling and letting my thoughts go wild.

  That Wolf that I saw earlier in the dark shadows of the forest. Running, fur blowing indifferent directions like it was on fire. The flex of the muscles as it ran at full speed, the look of freedom in his eyes. Captivating but yet so scary with the black hole of eyes and viscous sharp  teeth. It defiantly was mysterious.

 I was slightly curious as to way it had clothes in its mouth. Maybe, he stole it from a campsite my mind suggested. I shrugged dismissing the odd thought.

  I had a feeling billy wouldn't be talking to me for a while and I don't think , I know i wasn't okay with that. why would he even talk to me in the first place. There was nothing fun or interesting here. just a troubled teen a really messed up one if I may add.

 The door bell abruptly echoed through the house and I sighed getting up to see who it was. I looked through the little peep hole and almost jumped up and down with excitement when I saw it was Billy. For some reason I didn't move. Did I really want to hear what he had to say? What if it was something I didn't want to hear or deal with.

  "I know your there , Ronnie!" He shouted through the door.

  "No, no one's home!"I yelled back as I plugged my knows with my fingers to change the sound of my voice.

"Ronnie, open the door!"

"No, I don't want to talk to you!" I shouted back letting my feelings get the best of me.

 "Open the gosh darn door or I will break it down!"

"No! You know my life was perfectly fine without you I don't want a friendship out of pity!"I yelled breathlessly.

 "It's not out of pity I love hanging out with you.. you make me happy."He whisper as he leaned his head against the door.

 "Just..just leave me alone it's better for me and your reputation!" I walked away from the door know he would go away eventually and sat back down on the couch. I heard the giggling of the door knob and a sudden burst of light filled the room. I looked behind he brook open the door. I stood up furious!.

  "Billy you!"he strides towards be in on step and crashed his lips down on mine and I melted. Rapping my arms around his neck and his hands gripped my waist firmly pulling me tightly to it toned body. We kissed in harmony and grace.  His lips trailed down my neck and up again, back to my lips. Nibbling lightly on my lower lip wanting entry I opened willingly. I found my self moaning to my embarrassment as he explored my mouth.

 electricity was tingling my whole body by his touch. Sparks were flying around us and it felt like fireworks were going of between us. It truly was a moment to remember and I knew at that moment we belonged together.

  He pulled back and rested his forehead on mine out of breath and smiled."I've been wanting to do that since I met you."He whispered.

  "Really?" I asked doubtfully.

  "Really,"He chuckled that laugh I was beginning to get so use to.

 "Did you feel them?"I asked hoping he could feel it too. The connection we seemed the feel when we were together.

  'Feel what,"He asked quietly.

  "The fireworks!"I smiled and kissed him knowing from the look in his eyes that he felt them, too.

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