HandPrints

Theres always something to fear

 I sighed, pushing the fruit loops around in my bowl. I was super tired and not in the mood to go to school because he would be there. I also hated lieing to Billy but hey, I should be a pro by now, right? He trusted me but all he was trusting was a bunch of lies. Did he love me or did he love the person I let him love?

 I wanted to tell him that I was special, that I was a freak but I couldn't bring myself to do that.

  He wouldn't understand.

 I frowned slightly at my untouched breakfast and pushed it away from me.  I wasn't hungry. the house was silent because no one was here but myself. Everyone at school and work, leaving me all alone.

 I thought back to all the notes I have been receiving from Darian. All questions about my dreams leaving me over thinking the meanings. I was absolutely positive I was going to die. All dreams taking place in a snow covered landscape, everything frozen. Those were the surroundings I was always killed in. I didn't get what the ice meant. Did I not have a soul? Was I going to be frozen in time? The questions kept adding up.

 What was all this for?

 Why did it matter if I was dead or not? There was nothing special about me, never would be.

 A tingling sensation ran down my spine making me shiver. A cold chill entering the room made me look up when my breath came out in a fog. I looked around me. No one was around.

 "Hello?"I called out.

 No one answered.

 "Anyone there!"I yelled.

  A quivering laugh echoed all around me in response.

 I watched frightened as a shape took place in front of me. Slowly becoming visible.

  He was a pasty white, hair the color of Snow and dazzling blue eyes that held age. His white clothes were barly visible on his skin making him seem almost frozen. He stood there translucent and floating with a alluring smirk on his face. Hatred leaking from his posture. There was nothing friendly about him.

 I braced myself for the danger.

 "You know your wrong, right? Everything about you is special." His voice was young like him but held years of life behind it's walls making him sound threatening, daring you to prove him wrong.

 "Like what?"I whispered trying my best not to show my fear.

 "You have power over the gates and much more but I will not let myself be the one to tell you because I am the enemy."his voice echoed.

 And just like that he was gone.

 The temperature slowly turned to normal and I no longer felt like his prey.

 I let out a sigh of relief. I was shaken up. Knowing then and there, that there was no way I could make it threw the day. Even if it was Friday. I still wasn't going.

 The door bell rang and I hopped up. Knowing He was here. I could sense him when he was near me. It was a comforting feeling and a soul mate thing.

 "Hey beautiful,"He said the second I opened the door.

 "Hey, lover boy just to let you know I'm not going to school."I smiled back.

 Concern covered his features,"What!? why? Are you sick! What's wrong?"He asked as he stepped into my house, shutting the door behind him.

 "Nothing, just tired. Plus I'm ahead in all my classes so why not take a break?" I said hopping to calm him down.

 Man, he just over reacted sometimes. Such a girl!

 "Then i'm staying with you."He told me.

 "No it's alright," I said quickly just wanting alone time.

  He held his finger up- telling me to be quiet. His nostrils flared as he took a big sniff of the air. A smile enlightened his features.

 "I'm definitely staying here, no ones home." he said as he winked at me. Okay, that was awfully weird.

 "Did you just sniff the air!?" I asked amazed.

 "Werewolf thing,"He stated and I nodded.

 He dropped his backpack on the ground and asked,"So what do you want to do?"

  I didn't really have anything in mind. "What do you want to do?"I asked waiting for a response.

 He smirked and grabbed a hold of me, carrying me bridle style to my room. Typical boy.

  He laid me down on my bed and proceeded to kiss me like there was no tomorrow. Billy kissed down my neck as a warm sensation went through my body. I moaned. He unbuttoned my pants and I glanced at the mirror for some reason. A message appeared on it.

  I'm watching you.

  I shut my eyes forgetting everything when billy's lips were back on mine. I wouldn't worry about it right now. Everything felt okay when he was around.

 I just didn't want to think about someones eyes always watching me.