HandPrints

taking my mind off of things

(Ronnie)

  It was a Saturday, the sun was shinning bright and i found myself doing nothing but lock myself in my room. Billy brought me home yesterday, I fell asleep in his arms to exhausted from the pain that was still going through my body but eventually it went way. he looked so worried and in agony when he saw me it was like he could feel what I was feeling.

  I found myself constinently thinking about hm but knowing deep down we could never be together. I was a freak, possed with the power to see and talk to the dead. If I could do more I honestly didn't know but I was planning on finding out. One way or another.

  From his touch a current of electricity would run through my body. It was a sensation that no words could describe. It would feel so right to feel the warmth and security he gave me.

  He  was a complete stranger. But I found myself crushing on him developing feelings for Billy that I knew was not safe. To give myself away and let my guard down was not something I was fully ready to do.

  And my secrets could ruin everything destroy any ounce of feelings I could ever get him to find. Through peoples eyes I would always be a creation not meant to live. No one truly new what I could do because I've never told anyone. No one could help me or save me.

  I could sense something bad bound to happen soon and it gave me the chills. They were showing up more and more as the time went by. yesterdays event was not a good sign and I knew more was in store. His yellow eyes were haunting me in my sleep and I desperately needed something todistract me.

 I turned my head to the door someone was knocking."Honey, get dressed somones here to see you!" She yelled through the door. I got up and showered quickly and gott dressed in black ripped skinny jeans. A red tanktop and fadded red jacket that hugged my body. I through on some make up and straightened my hair.

 I stopped in my tracks when I saw   Billy sitting on the couch in the living room I sighed and continued to walk."Hi,Honey!" My mom smile probably happy I left my room.

 "Good morning," I grumbled  and just stood in the hallway awkwardly.

  "Hey, Ronnie were going to go do something,"Billy announced and stood up.

 My heart speed-ed up just by the thought of spending time with him. I found myself fallowing him out the door and waving goodbye to my family.

 "Where we going?" I asked when I was finally able to speak.

 "It's a surprise," He glanced at me and grabbed my hand pulling me along,"It's walking distance so just fallow me." The touch of his hand had my stomach doing weird flips and flops. Eventually we ended up at the beach and I smiled. It was one of my favorite places to be. with the music of the waves and the light breeze caressing your skin. It was a symbol of peace.

  We walked along the edge of the water niether one of us pulling our hands away. It felt great just to be with him. I was curious as to why he took me out.

  "Why did you want to take me some where?' I whispered afraid to break the silence.

 "Yesterday seemed stressful for you so I just figured you needed to do something normal to get your mind off of things," He smiled down at me.

  "Thanks," I blushed and dropped my gaze.

  "You look amazing by the way," I could feel my face heating up even more and I was totallyembarrassed.

  "Hahaha... your adorbale when you blush,"He said as he watched me. Finally, I brought my gaze up to him and smiled. I could feel myself getting lost in his green forest of eyes. I found it really hard to look away.