Paper Airplanes

My Wonderland

I was sitting in the meadow on a red and white checkered blanket. The birds were chirping and the sun rays shining down on my soft skin.

A couple years back I created this world, a place I could go and everything was peaceful and perfect. Unless I really liked something or someone it wasn't here, or little things that could make me smile were there.

A small paper airplane flew by and did loopty loop. I couldn't help but laugh. It was quiet and warm. I was happy, genuinely happy for once.

I saw a figure in the distance walking towards me. By the time I could see the person I realized it was Matt. He looked different though. The bags under his eyes that I just realized he had were gone. His usual dark green eyes had brightened and were now spring grass green.

His face had lightened up and he look happy too. I was puzzled. Only thing I wanted to be here was here. Did my heart secretly want him here?

I never talked when I was here because in reality it seemed that every time I opened my mouth something goes wrong. I just smiled and he sat down next to me. He grasped my hand and just smiled.

I want Matt to be mine. He was my best friend and the only person I love anymore. He looked so perfect the way the sun reflected of his face and I knew he was the only one I cared for and wanted.

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*beep-beep-beep* my alarm clock went off. It was 7:05. I looked t my phone and there was a text from Matt "Be there at 7:50. Be ready." He said. I closed my phone and jumped out of bed.

I ripped off my pajamas and jumped in the shower. When I got out I threw on a green shirt Aeropostale shirt and a pair of denim capris. I ran down stairs and grabbed a granola bar out of the cupboard and quietly went out the front door.

I waited on the porch till Matt pulled up in his truck. "Good morning." Matt said as I got in. "Good morning." I smiled. At him remembering my wonderland event.