The fault in us (Quills) (Kellin Quinn & Justin Hills) (boyxboy)

Chapter 8

Happy new year everyone ;)

I'm still so sorry that i haven't updated in a while. Majors writers block was getting onto me but i hope that I'm over this now. So enjoy this little update ;)

Goosebumps were running over my body, the hair in my neck was standing straight up while Justin kissed me more and more, never missed a beat and I was still stuck in all of this. I couldn't move away not just because Justin was holding me in place but also because it felt fucking good. He kissed me like I was never kissed before and I couldn't deny that I fucking liked it. It was what I wished for a long time, it was what I had imagined over nights and nights when I was head over heels for Justin but this was a long time ago.

Now, even two years later he was finally kissing me back and not because I did initiate things but he did. I couldn't believe what was happening right now but I didn't want to think too much about it. I just wanted to enjoy the feeling he was causing although I knew that it couldn't be something good at all. He would ruin me, he would break my heart again but in the moment his tongue was gliding over my lips, asking softly for entrance, it didn't even matter. I couldn't deny it, I couldn't hold back and in the moment our tongues brushed against each other it felt like a firework was exploding deep inside of me. Everything felt so intense, so real although the tugging voice in the back was telling me I should stop it, shouldpush him away but I couldn't. I really couldn't.

I was stuck in this kiss, I was melting against the boy next to me the longer he was kissing me. I've never knew that Justin was that a good kisser, that soft and gentle like he wanted to tell me something but my head was too clouded by the feeling of his lips to think any further than this. I wasn't even bothered by the fact, that I got breathing troubles until the moment we loosened the kiss, totally out of breath. My cheeks were deep red, my lips were swollen and I could still feel Justins lips on mine.

"Oh..." Justin was the first one who interrupted the dead silence between us and made me look at him. He looked fucking handsome and I immediately knew again why I had a big crush on him, why I was head over heels. His blue eyes shimmered so bright, so unique and I could remember clearly that I was always caught by them. They were always so mesmerizing and I could tell that nothing had changed over the time.

"I...", he started again but nothing was coming out of his mind. Nor mine. We were frozen in place just looking at each other before I even realized what we did. We kissed. Not just a fucking innocent kiss, it was way more than this and I was kind of unable to cope. I couldn't comprehend what just happened nor why it happened. Justin hated me, I was sure he did and now he was kissing me like he wanted to tell me that he loved me? This was ridiculous Kellin, really.

"Uhm... We... I hadn't... Just...", I mumbled, couldn't get a full sentence out of my mouth just because my thoughts were still into this kiss, were still clouded by the feeling his lips caused just moments before. It was still unbelievable and out of my mind what we did, I couldn't even form a good question to ask Justin. There were just too many in my head that I could grab after one special. My eyes lingered on him, tried to see something but I was just too confused to think clearly. Everything was messed up now, especially my heart.

"I'm sorry, Kells...", Justin mumbled and I wasn't sure if I liked the nickname or not. He was used to call me that but it was long ago and I didn't want to hear this name ever again out of his mouth.

"Don't...", I murmured back, still too confused to think straight.

"What... Why... I mean... you hate me...", I stated finally after a few more seconds and looked back at Justin, still trying to find something what could give me a reason for everything what just happened.