The fault in us (Quills) (Kellin Quinn & Justin Hills) (boyxboy)

Chapter 12

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Gabe screamed at me, Gabe made me feel worse, more than that but all in all Gabe was there for me when no one else was. It was a while ago we returned from our winter vacation and I could tell that we had a better relationship than ever in our life. A few years ago I was used to have such a strong connection to Justin but now it was Gabe who was there for me and who supported me through every day since this incident on New Years Eve. It was hard for me to get over the fact that I was that wasted that I really lost everything but Gabe helped me to get kind of over this. At least I could sleep again without any nightmares anymore. But that didn't help me from this fucking crush I had once again on this blonde guy.

"You're staring again.", Gabe murmured in my ears, making me jump at my spot at the lunch table. I closed my eyes a second before I turned to him and ignored the others at our table.

"I wasn't staring."

"Yes, you unclothed him with your eyes. Has he talked to you again?", Gabe grinned lightly although I knew that he hated Justin the most of all the people.

"No, he was just his usual jackass-self. But at least he isn't bullying me anymore.", I sighed and took a bite of my lunch. I didn't want to eat at all, I felt nauseous the whole day but I didn't want to worry Gabe more than he already was. But most of all I didn't want to make the others suspicious. It was enough that they asked too many question and wondered what was up with Gabe and I. They noticed that we were closer than before and that Gabe was practically babysitting me but we haven't explained what happened. I didn't want anyone to know, not about my cutting problem neither about the incident with Justin.

At least the last week was getting better for me. Justin really stopped in bullying me all in all and I stopped cutting for a few days now. Maybe this vacation was really good for something although I hated this week there. But something changed and I probably couldn't be happier about this. Sure it was still bothering me and I had a lot of problems to fight down the urge to cut but it hasn't something happened during the last days, so I was more relaxed and could easily ignore the razorblade in my desk. But this wasn't helping me with the nosy Gabe next to me who was always teasing me about my crush.

"You're head over heels for him again and I can't believe you developed feelings again. He's an asshole and you can't even remember anything good about our vacation what has to do with him. Forget him okay? He's not good enough for you.", Gabe told me once again and I knew that he was right. Sure he was right, he know me better than anyone else meanwhile and most of all, he know Justin good too.

"I know... It's just hard, I mean have you looked at him? He's gotten hotter by the day...", I sighed and searched again after the blonde guy who was entering my daily dreams.

"Stop it, you're drooling...", the red-haired guy rolled his eyes at me but couldn't hold back a chuckle. I was so annoyed by this although it was kind of funny and lightened my mood always. Gabe was teasing me with my crush and as much as I hated him for that it made me smile once more. At least as I long was in a good mood besides that it was hard for me to forget about the crush and it made me feel worse because I knew where I would end.

"I'm not drooling, you're fantasizing. Everything is okay. I was just... looking at Fuentes, ya know.", I lied without thinking and was making Gabe laugh. Okay, maybe it was a bad lie. A really really bad lie. I hated Vic Fuentes and he wasn't even my type.

"What's up with you two? Since you're back from your vacation, you're stuck together.", Nick interrupted our little talk and made me look at Gabe. I was out for answers and I was a really bad liar anyway. I could hold my secrets, sure but I was bad in finding excuses to not tell the truth.